The Woman Who Wasn't There
[MUSIC]
TANIA HEAD:
Just before 8:30,I got a phone call, and it was
Dave,
and he said that that he just
wanted to go
and get some coffee,
and he asked me if I wanted to
meet him,
and, um... I, I said that I was
just about to go into the,
into a meeting, and that I
couldn't, I couldn't do it,
and I said, "I love you and talk
to you later."
And that was the last time I, I
ever spoke to him.
[MUSIC]
TANIA HEAD:
It was amazing, andyou know,
it was that kind of crazy love
story where we would finish
each other's sentences...
[MUSIC]
TANIA HEAD:
We were so alike,like but some people say
opposites attract,
but for me, it was different.
It was like he and I were almost
the same person.
[MUSIC]
TANIA HEAD:
Sometimes he wasexplosive, but it was,
it was definitely a love story.
[MUSIC]
TANIA HEAD:
That day, I didn'tjust lose Dave.
I lost myself.
[MUSIC]
[WIND]
[CROWD TALKING]
LORI:
How are you?MALE VOICE #1:
I get hot whenthey do this.
FEMALE VOICE #1:
We have like...FEMALE VOICE #2 I don't know,
eight? Eight left?
TANIA HEAD:
It's the morning ofSeptember 11th,
and we're all gonna go to the
official ceremony at the site,
and we hope to make it there by
the first moment of silence at
8:
46.It's one of the hardest
experiences of my life
to go down that ramp every
anniversary,
but I do it for Dave because I,
I knew he,
he wants me to be there, but let
me show you something.
[Giggles & rustling paper]
Dave and I met outside the World
Trade Center
when he stole my cab.
So, every year when I go to the
site,
I bring a New York City cab with
me,
and I put it in the reflection
pool
so that he knows that I remember
that day.
[Bell chimes]
[MUSIC]
[MUSIC]
TANIA HEAD:
Some of myco-workers had families,
they that had little kids, and
they died, and I didn't.
So, why?
Why? Why am I special? Why, why
was I spared?
Why didn't they make it? Why
was, why did I make it?
Was it God? Was it faith?
Was it because we have something
to do?
Was it because we were sheltered
by the elevator machinery?
It just makes you go crazy.
You go crazy asking yourself
why, why, why?
ELIA:
People kept saying howblessed I was,
and I didn't feel blessed at
all.
I felt like it was a curse.
Survivor guilt made me feel
that,
made me actually go from the
question,
"Why did I survive?"
to "Why did I have to survive?"
GERRY BOGACZ:
I don't know howto describe it.
It, it's sort of a pain in my,
in my, my, gut, you know,
and I remember actually doubling
over realizing,
"Oh, my God, those three people
were all on my side,
and I didn't get them out."
BRENDAN:
It's so hard to getpast being alive
when all these people aren't,
and I've had people say to me,
you know, "Oh, you're so lucky.
You got out of there. You must
feel great."
You don't.
[Massive fire sounds]
I woke up thinking about 9/11,
went to bed thinking about it,
dreamed about it, just couldn't
get out of it.
I mean, I just kept replaying
that day over and over
and over again.
Before I met Tania, I had talked
to, you know,
a couple of professional people,
and it really wasn't helping me.
I searched online,
and I joined the support group
that they had for survivors.
TANIA HEAD:
We started as anonline peer support group
where you could go into a Yahoo
group
and connect to other survivors
24 hours a day.
So, one day, you were having a
bad day,
and you would post it online,
and within 30 minutes,
you'd get 40 replies of people
saying,
"I know what you feel," you
know.
"It's okay to have those
feelings.
I'm here for you.
Just call me. Anything you
need."
LORI:
Many people were havingeconomic problems,
health problems, just a lot of
that sense of parallel reality
that people were heavily living
through, and I think,
to a large degree, still do, and
I think it was just,
and talking about this stuff
helped.
BRENDAN:
I had manyconversations with Tania,
just one-on-one conversations,
but she gave me a lot of support
like nobody else had.
ELIA:
I admired her from thevery beginning
how strong she seemed, and at
the same time,
once I started to get to know
her,
then I realized this whole
strength thing that she shows
is really a facade.
She's really in pain.
She's, she was, she seemed to be
really in pain, um,
and really, really distraught,
and, and I, and I said,
"Well, of course.
How could she not be?"
[MUSIC]
BRENDAN:
When I first heardTania's story,
she did not talk about it much,
and then one day,
she just wrote it out in its
entirety,
and it blew me away.
I mean, you know, we had all
been through horrible things,
but Tania's was just, just head
and shoulders
above anything else that any of
us had gone through.
[Police radio]
TANIA HEAD:
I started seeingthese flames, and I was like,
"Something's happening in the
other tower."
And I, I started thinking about
Dave right away.
I, I, the first thing I did was
starting to count floors
down from, from the top.
He was on the hundredth floor,
and I was like,
"Oh, my God, his floor is one of
the floors that has been hit."
A woman started screaming,
"There's another plane coming.
There's another plane coming."
[Plane engine & breaking glass]
[Explosion & fire]
The first thing I felt was,
was the, the air was sucked out
of my lungs like a,
like a change in pressure.
I, then I was flying.
I was flying through the air
from the impact.
I was just flying.
I remember very well the pain of
hitting the wall,
the marble wall, and then I,
then I remember the warmth from,
from the explosion, and then I
passed out.
[Fire sounds]
My back was, was on fire and my
arm, and I was,
I was smelling my own skin
burning.
I remember Welles Crowder, the
man with the red bandanna.
He had some type of cloth,
and I felt him use that to, to
put the flames out,
and um, he hugged me, and he
said, um,
"Just stay awake. Stay awake.
Help is coming."
[MUSIC]
I was, I was in the hospital
until Thanksgiving,
November, 2001, and my back was
really burned
and my arm was burned and I
couldn't walk.
So, I was in a wheelchair.
I couldn't even pull myself on
the wheelchair
because I only had one good arm.
(Laughs)
So, you know, between the
wheelchair, the trauma,
the loss, I, I didn't know where
to start.
It was just too hard.
It was like looking at a
mountain
that was 20,000 feet tall.
[MUSIC]
[MUSIC]
BRENDAN:
My story was soinsignificant
to what she went through that my
first reaction
writing to her was, "That's
horrible,"
and, "I don't belong in this
group,"
and a lot of people wrote that,
and she was very supportive,
saying, "No, you do.
You know, what we all went
through was equally important."
ELIA:
She was fabulous.Here's this person who went
through so much
that who in the world could
possibly survive this,
yet she's a survivor.
Here she is. She's a survivor!
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