Chris Brown: Welcome to My Life Page #4

Allegations turned more serious,

much more violent.

Grammy Award nominee

has just posted bail

on criminal threat charges.

I think I was about 15

the first time we actually met.

It was a at show, I

think a Z100 show,

in New York, and we were,

I'd been hearing her,

like, her music and stuff,

from, you know, the radio,

it was a big number one hit.

And I was just sitting there,

I was like, man,

okay, cool, I wanna see

what she look like,

I wanna meet her,

I seen her videos,

I know she cute.

So, you know, I saw

her at the showing,

and she was like, hey, what's

up, how are you doing?

She had an accent, I was like,

never heard that before,

that kind of sound good,

you know what I'm saying,

so I said, you know what,

let me talk to her,

and see what she talking about,

just to be cool with her,

we exchanged information

and stuff like that,

and through passing we would

be on the same shows.

She would always,

like, would perform,

and then would go

sit in the crowd.

She watched my show, so

I was, like, nervous,

I was like, did she like me,

I didn't know if she'd like me

or not, but I was just like,

she really watching the shows,

so she actually

must like my music.

So, from then on we

just became friends,

and friends kick it

more, we'll kick it,

nothing too serious, but

we just had, you know,

a good understanding

of each other.

What's all these dating

rumors, Chris, yes, no?

I would just keep it as just,

we just doing our

thing, just having fun.

And just one day I

remember, it was like,

right before our

VMA performance,

me and her did the VMA

performance, my first ever one,

and it was a couple

months before that,

and I remember staying

over at her house,

and I was just looking, like,

"Man, what are we doing?"

She was just like,

"What you mean?"

I was like, "I'm always

over here, like,

we like each other, obviously.

Let's just, let's

just do it," I said,

"Let's be boyfriend

and girlfriend."

She's talking like,

"You ain't serious.

I don't think you

wanna do that."

I was like, "Why?"

She said, "No, no,

you ain't ready."

And I was like, "No, I am, I

think I'm ready, for real."

And so then I was like,

I remember, I was like,

I think I love you.

She was like,

she was looking at

me like, "What?"

Like, did I say the word?

You know, so.

You know, at that time

when we did the VMAs,

it was more like we kept

our relationship secret,

so we had been together

for maybe like,

I wanna say eight months prior.

So, we just kept

it to ourselves.

We didn't want

everybody to know,

we just wanted to, you

know, just to be like,

if they guess it, they

guess it, but right now,

we love each other, so,

I really don't care

about everybody else.

So, we did the show,

and it was like that moment

when you got a chance

to say, okay, yeah, they're

dating, they're talking.

At that moment, she had, like,

the biggest records out,

like, was going crazy,

and me, I still was going

strong with all my records

and new stuff, and we got

a chance to do that show,

it was kind of like both of us

being able to show the world

like, heY:

we both are dual

talented artists,

and we both are gonna make

a mark in this world.

It was like a fairytale.

To see Rihanna and Chris

when they first started dating,

it was magical, you

know, and those two,

they were kind of

inseparable, you know,

you would hear about them

being in the studio,

you would hear them coming

into the club together,

and it was just, it

was just an energy.

At that time in our

career, being that young,

being naive, gullible,

but also just happy,

just wanting to be

everywhere, I mean,

there was no other

feeling like it.

But what hurt with my

Rih, it was just like,

our power that we had at

that age, it was just,

it's dangerous, man, like

you couldn't go anywhere,

like, we couldn't go to a hotel

and not have 100,000

fans outside waiting.

You know what I'm saying,

we couldn't go to any

restaurant and just eat.

Like real life rock stars

at 16 and 17 years old,

that's dangerous, because you

could do whatever you want.

I just think we were

like the perfect,

like, and bad combination, like,

it was just good and bad

together, just, ah!

I wanna say maybe a year and

a half into the relationship

with Rihanna I just, I really

was serious about it, like,

you know, I was always goofy

about everything else

being a young kid, but,

the maturity level I had,

and my beliefs of what I

wanted and my girlfriend,

you know, I wanna marry

you, but I want,

before we go any further,

I just want to be able to

be honest and be completely

real with you about everything

you've ever had a question

about or a doubt about.

She had asked me, like, when

we first started dating,

"Have you ever messed

with this person?"

And this person, she

worked for me at the time,

and I said, "Nah, nah, nah,

man, you know how it is,

they just..." I brushed

it to the side.

One, I didn't want her

knowing my business,

two, I just didn't know

who she would tell

if I tell her what I'm doing,

you know what I'm saying, so,

around the eighth month or

maybe like a little bit

after that VMA performance,

I just broke it to her,

I said, "Hey, I wanna marry you,

but I wanna be real with you,

I wanna be honest with you

and tell you, you know,

everything, this is what it is.

Before we were together,

me and this other

girl did have sex."

My trust totally

was lost with her,

you know what I'm saying,

she hated me after that,

I tried everything,

like, she didn't care.

She just didn't trust

me after that.

From there, it just went

downhill, because, you know,

there would be fights, there

would be verbal fights,

physical fights as

well, mutual sides,

and this is the first time

I get to say anything,

and, like I said, I still

love Rihanna, but it's,

I'm just gonna be honest.

We would fight each other,

she would hit me,

I would hit her.

And it never was okay,

it was always a point to

where we'd talk about it,

like, "Yo, what the

f*** are we doing?

Like, I don't like that, I

don't like you slapping me."

If I go onstage, I got

a scratch on my face,

and I gotta explain it,

like, "oh no, I fell,"

or, like, "Or you, if you

got a scar or a bruise,

you gotta put makeup on

it, I feel like sh*t."

I'm not, like, I'm

not ever trying

to put my hands on any female.

Anger or whatever, you have to

walk away from the situation.

Never, ever, put your

hands on anyone.

Yeah, that was his girl, you

know what I'm saying, so,

I feel like, you know,

what he went through,

it was like a test,

and it wasn't so much

of the situation,

I think it was just

a test in life.

I was just like Chris,

I was very successful

at a young age,

and when you're

really successful,

I was taught that can't should

be a foreign language to you.

A no should be a foreign

language to you,

you shouldn't be able to

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