Chris Brown: Welcome to My Life Page #9

throw the book at him.

Everybody has some

tumultuous thing

that happens in their career.

The way you rebound from that

is what makes you who you are.

If you didn't have

something to go through,

it wouldn't be worth

it when you got to it.

Chris Brown has

checked into rehab.

The singer's rep

announced Tuesday night

he's chosen to enter a facility.

His goal is to gain

focus and insight

into his past and

recent behavior,

enabling him to continue

the pursuit of his life

and his career from a

healthier vantage point.

During that time, I

had to do community service,

and go to the rehab.

Rehab helped me, to a degree.

Not to discredit anybody

or everybody, you know,

I think because of my

lifestyle and who I was,

I was envied a lot by

even some of the staff

and some of the people

that worked there.

Chris was thrown out today

for breaking internal rules,

and sources are telling us

that Chris had an inappropriate,

is how we're being

told, a relationship

with a worker there.

So, I get a call

up to the office,

they said, somebody

wants to speak to you,

so I walk up to the

office like, okay, cool.

Seven cops just come out,

drawing guns, drawing,

get down, get on the ground.

I'm like, "What the

f*** did I do?"

So, the woman, I guess,

she lied and said

that I talk about,

I talked about threatening

with knives and guns,

and I like to hurt people

for fun, or whatever it is.

If you look at any of the

reports in the whole time

I've been there, there's

never been no incident

of me saying anything like that.

I said, "Why would I even

randomly joke about that?"

You know what I'm saying, so,

I could see that it was,

somebody set me up,

so, automatically, they called my P.O.

and said,

we kicked him out of rehab.

And then the judge said,

"Well, go pick him up."

County jail, here I come.

I don't think that

there's any doubt

that Chris Brown is not guilty,

and we want him to

be found not guilty.

He'd been there for 90 days,

he was making

tremendous progress,

you know, do you have a bad day?

I have bad days sometimes.

Do you say things you'd

like to take back?

I certainly do, so,

I don't know that

being in a therapeutic session,

and you're talking about

your reflections,

and you say one sentence,

means you go to jail?

Seems to me to be

counterproductive to therapy.

Jail was like an

eye opener, man,

once you get in there

with real killers,

once you get in there

with real murderers

and real rapists, child

molesters, and, you know,

all of the worst,

you get a chance to

understand what it is,

and how blessed you are.

It feels like

you're hopeless,

although when he was in jail,

I was there every other day.

The judge gave me permission

to go in with his attorneys,

and that was uplifting for me,

'cause everyday I'm

calling the attorney,

could you please

go with me today,

could you please go with

me, I just wanna see him,

because I said, just to

get him out of the cell.

You get out on, like, the end

of the week for an hour,

you go to the roof and they

will put you in a cage,

like, you wouldn't be out

with the regular people

and playing ball,

you would be in a cage with

a dip bar and a phone.

You understand, I mean,

couldn't sit down,

there was piss, sh*t, like,

people would sh*t

right on the floor.

It wasn't sanitary, you

know, it was jail,

at the end of the day. But

you had to either adapt,

and kind of learn how to

mentally be content with being

in a stationary one spot,

that was horrible.

But, seeing him chained

to the table was one

of the most devastating things,

to chain his arms up to

the table, and, you know,

I just, like, it broke my

heart, but I couldn't cry.

I was like, "He can't

see me crying,"

because I see him, he

come in there like,

"I'm so happy to see you,

glad to get out of the cell."

Even with them extraditing me,

I had to go to court in D.C.

and get on Con Air.

I mean, they shackle you

from your hands to your feet

around your waist and you walk,

and you walk right in a line,

and you know, marshals with

real pistols and tasers.

The idea that somebody

would be bused by the feds

cross country for a

misdemeanor case,

was probably unparalleled,

I mean, it wouldn't be done

absent being Chris Brown.

For me, certain jails that

I went in didn't have

isolation for, you know, high

class or whatever it is,

so you go into solitary,

you go in the hole.

So, I would be in the

hole most of the time.

So, people don't understand

what the hole is.

You're in a room with a

metal door and no windows,

like, metal door, and

you is in the room.

You can touch both

sides of the wall,

and the bed's metal.

You get a cot, but it's

like, it's nothing,

it's like, thinner

than your sock.

They'll bring you your food,

slide it through the

door, and that's it.

I would draw mirrors

on the wall,

just anything, that I

was being creative,

just keeping my mind going.

I got a chance to really

read the Bible at that time,

I never read the

Bible in my life.

I was amazed at the way

he dealt with the custody

time, going to jail.

For me, that was a real big

learning experience for me.

What I respect about him,

that he weathered the storm.

Just calling all my fans,

y'all know I love y'all,

I thank y'all for

all the support.

Thank you for

everything, you know,

the video just came out, so

I hope y'all enjoy that.

And most importantly, Kae,

Karrueche, I love you.

I've looked at that

experience again,

but it goes to that old adage,

if it doesn't kill you,

it makes you stronger.

Throughout that time, it just,

it just was an eye opener,

and I just looked at myself

like, this ain't my life,

this is not what I do.

I think pain is our strength,

struggle is our victory.

Even me being a young black man,

or anybody that's oppressed or,

or been looked less

of, or kind of like,

you know, thrown

out to the wolves,

I just think our pain makes

us fearless, you know?

Because it's not, you

don't have a choice.

Well, when they say you

at the bottom, right,

there's nowhere to

go but up, always.

A' Thought it was

over Let me see

The controversial singer was

released early Monday

in Los Angeles,

according to authorities.

As a refresher, he's been

in lockup since March,

when he was arrested for

violating the rules

of a court order

to rehab center.

I was released from jail

I think July 6th,

and it was a Sunday, I just

remembered, I was like, "Woah,

they came and got me," I

kissed the ground when

I got out and everything,

went to Burger King, went, I

like, I got every, I was like,

eating every burger

you could name,

and then I went to my girlfriend

at the time's house, Kae,

'cause my house was actually, I

just didn't want to go to it,

so I was staying at

Karrueche's house.

While Chris Brown was locked up,

them fans was fighting.

And when he came home, he

came home with a celebration,

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