David Icke: Beyond the Cutting Edge Page #9

This is how she describes what happened:

So I got up, and I jumped onto my exercise

machine. And I'm jamming away on this thing,

and I'm realizing that my hands look

like primitive claws grasping onto the bar.

I thought:
'That's very peculiar!'

And I looked down at my body, and I thought:

'Woooough! I'm

a weird-looking thing!'

And it was as though my consciousness had

shifted away from my normal perception of reality

where I'm the person on

the machine having the experience

to some esoteric space where I'm

witnessing myself having this experience.

I looked down at my arm,

and I realized that I could no longer

define the boundaries of my body.

I can't define where

I begin, and where I end, because

the atoms and the molecules of my arm

blended with the atoms

and molecules of the wall. And all

I could detect was energy, energy.

And I'm asking myself:

'What's wrong with me? What's going on?'

And in that moment, my brain chatter,

my left hemisphere brain chatter went totally silent

just like someone took a remote control

and pushed the mute button - and total silence.

And at first, I was shocked

to find myself inside a silent mind,

but then I was immediately captivated

by the magnificence of the energy

around me. And because I could no longer identify

the boundaries of my body,

I felt enormous and expansive.

I felt at one with all the energy

that was, and it was beautiful there.

Then, all of a sudden, my left hemisphere

comes back online and says to me:

'Hey, we've got a problem, we've

got a problem! We gotta get some help!'

So it's like:
'OK, OK, I've

got a problem.' But then, I immediately

drifted back out into the consciousness,

and I affectionately

referred to this space as 'La La

Land', but it was beautiful there.

Imagine

what it would be like to be totally

disconnected from your brain chatter

that connects you

to the external world!

So I'm here in this space, and any

stress related to my job, it was gone.

Again stress, body consciousness.

And I felt lighter in my body. And I imagine

all of the relationships in the external world

and the many stresses

related to any of those, they were

gone. I felt a sense of peacefulness.

And imagine what it would be like

to lose 37 years of emotional baggage!

I felt euphoria!

Euphoria was beautiful!

And then my left hemisphere comes back online,

and it says:
'Hey, you gotta pay attention!'

'You gotta get help!' And I'm

thinking:
'I gotta get help, I gotta focus.'

So I gotta get help. I gotta call work.

I couldn't remember the number at work.

So I remembered in my office I had

a business card with my number on it.

So I go to my business room, I pull

out a 3-inch stack of business cards.

And I'm looking at the card on top.

And even though I could see clearly

in my mind's eye

what my business card looked like,

I couldn't tell if this was my card or not,

because all I could see was pixels.

And the pixels of the words blended with

the pixels of the background and the

pixels of the symbols, and I just couldn't tell.

And I would wait

for what I call a wave of clarity, and in

that moment, I would be able to reattach

to normal reality,

and I could tell that's not my card,

that's not my card, that's not my card.

It took me 45 minutes to get

1 inch inside of that stack of cards.

In the meantime,

for 45 minutes, the haemorrhage is

getting bigger in my left hemisphere.

I do not understand numbers,

I do not understand the telephone,

but it's the only plan I have.

So I take the phone

pad, and I put it right here. I take the

business card, and I put it right here.

And I'm matching

the shape of the squiggles on the

card to the shape of the squiggles

on the phone pad.

Eventually, the whole number gets

dialled, and I'm listening to the phone.

My colleague

picks up the phone, and he says

to me:
'Wow-wow-wow-wow-wow!'

And I think to myself: 'Oh, my gosh!

He sounds like a golden retriever!'

And so I say to him, clearing my mind,

I say to him:
'This is Jill. I need help.'

And what comes out of my

voice is:
'Wow-wow-wow-wow-wow!'

And I'm thinking: 'Oh, my gosh!

I sound like a golden retriever!'

So I didn't know that I couldn't

speak or understand language until I tried.

What's happening is the left brain, because

of what's happening to it, has stopped decoding

vibrational information into human language

and vibrational information into this reality.

Therefore, it sees pixels, which

is the next level of reality to this one.

When I woke later that afternoon, I was

shocked to discover that I was still alive.

When I felt my spirit surrender,

I said good-bye to my life,

and my mind was now suspended

between two very opposite planes of reality.

Because I could not

identify the position of my body in

space, I felt enormous and expansive.

Like a genie just

liberated from a bottle.

What a wonderful

expression of what it is!

My spirit soared free

like a great whale gliding through

the sea of silent euphoria, nirvana.

I found nirvana. I remember thinking

there's no way I could ever be able

to squeeze the enormousness of

myself back inside this tiny little body.

But I realized:
'But I'm still alive!

I'm still alive and I found nirvana!'

And if I found nirvana, and I'm still alive,

then everyone who is alive can find nirvana.

And I picture a world filled with beautiful,

peaceful, compassionate, loving people

who knew that they could

come to this space at any time.

And that they could purposely choose

to step to the right of their left hemisphere's

and find this peace. And then I realize

what a tremendous gift this experience could be,

and what an insight this could be to

live our lives. And it motivated my recovery.

So who are we?

We are the life force of the Universe

with manual dexterity and two cognitive minds.

And we have the power

to choose, moment by moment,

who and how we want to be

in this world right here and now.

I can step into the

consciousness of my right hemisphere

where we are, I am, the life force

power of the Universe and the life force power

of the 50 trillion beautiful

molecular geniuses that make up my form.

At one with all that is.

Or I can choose to step into the consciousness

of my left hemisphere where I become

a single individual, a solid, separate

from the flow, separate from you.

I am Jill Bolte Taylor,

intellectual neuroanatomist.

These are the 'we' inside

of me. Which would you choose?

Which do you choose, and when?

I believe that the more

time we spend choosing to run

the deeper inner peace

circuitry in our right hemisphere,

the more peace we will project into the

world, and the more peaceful our planet will be.

And I thought that

was an idea worth sharing.

Quite bloody right!

And that is someone

experiencing what I'm saying here.

That we are decoders of

information, and this is an illusion.

It is a decoded holographic illusion.

And this bridge, the corpus callosum, is a

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