Heaven Knows What

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Please, please, I just need...

Ilya.

Ilya, please talk to me.

Please.

Ilya, I have to talk to you

about something really important.

Please, can we go outside?

Ilya, please, don't make me

talk about this in the f***ing library.

Okay.

What can I do for you to forgive me?

Ilya, what can I do

for you to forgive me?

Fly.

Would you forgive me if I die?

Yes.

Okay.

Excuse me, miss,

would you spare a quarter, please?

Excuse me, sir,

could you spare a quarter, please?

Fifty cents?

Would you spare fifty cents, miss?

Hi.

Hi, um... do you have any razor blades?

Yup.

Ilya dearest,

I need you to know

that I love you, baby,

and I need you to know how sorry I am,

really.

I never wanted to die.

I don't know

what will become of you now,

and I won't ever know

if you'll really forgive me.

I'll always love you, even in death,

and I'm so sorry that things

had to come to this.

Love forever, Harley.

Goddamn you, you...

- How much?

- $600...

I paid 600 each for Madison Square.

F***!

Goddamn the f***ing slash

double f***ing...

But they were... Yeah, this is the...

this is the first f***in' album.

This is the best album.

This is the best album of his.

Listen to this.

Yeah, I'm gonna look up...

I'll show you, I'll show you.

Ilya.

I'll show you the f***ing best.

- You'll see it, as it's going on.

- Ilya.

Yeah, one second, Skully, one second.

And you'll see it,

but you have to read the word

as you hear the...

Ilya.

Ilya.

I got the razor blades, okay.

I don't think you're

taking me serious about this.

I'm sorry, okay?

But I am about to die right now,

and I really want you to be there.

If you don't want to watch, just,

please, just,

at least read this after I die.

Yeah.

Okay.

Stop, please, Ilya.

I've been listening to you

for a long time

talk about how you're going to do this,

and I'm getting

really f***ing tired of it,

so why don't you go f***ing do it. Okay?

Go f***ing do it, okay?

F***ing c*nt.

F*** her, man. F*** her.

Why would you want to get with some

douchebag, black metal, f***ing dirt bomb?

Honestly, my mother

killed herself in suicide, okay?

On some serious tip.

That how you want to be,

on the floor, dead?

Yep.

I mean, why would you

want to get with some f***ing

piece of sh*t that treats you like sh*t?

I need you.

- Yeah?

- Yeah.

You need me? 'Cause you care about me?

Yes, of course, 'cause I care about you.

Why would I be here

in the freezing cold,

getting ready to go

buy you some E and J?

I know you want that.

Promise you won't leave,

and I'll go get us some E and J.

- Yeah?

- Yeah.

You can pay for it?

Yeah. I'm going to steal it.

I ain't gonna pay for it.

- All right, whatever works.

- All right.

You better f***ing be back here though.

Don't disappear on me.

- I'll be here, all right.

- I'll be right back.

Harley!

Harley!

Harley!

Everyone told me

that you were a f***ing whore,

that you're a sucking scumbag,

that you're a f***ing whore.

Evan, Jimmy, Dark Mark,

even Skully told me.

Everyone told me that you're

doing this sh*t again.

If you love me,

you would have killed yourself by now.

You hear me?

If you love me you would have

killed yourself by now.

You know how much you're killing me?

You know? Do you?

So why are you still here?

You want me to do it, Ilya?

- Yes.

- Yeah?

Yes. Do it in front of me.

I want to see. I want to see you do it.

- I want to see you do it.

- I'll do it right now, okay?

Please. Please, please,

please, please, please.

Yo, watch this sh*t, what this, watch.

Watch.

- Yo, yo, yo.

- She's got a razor blade.

I know, she's going to do it.

Come on, come on, come on.

Please, please, please.

Come on. Please. Please.

For me, for me. You love me?

Please. Please. Come on.

Bro.

You f***ing idiot.

What the f*** is wrong with you?

You're both f***ing nuts, man.

I told you I'd commit suicide!

Is this what you want?

Evan! Evan! Evan!

It hurts! Oh, it hurts!

Evan! Evan!

- Oh, f***...

- John, call an ambulance!

Call a f***ing ambulance!

Can you stay with me?

Can you look at me?

Can you look at me? Eyes open. Good.

Can you take a deep breath

for me, nice and easy?

Harley, I'm not going in with you.

I can't go in with you.

Why? Ilya.

Ilya, please. Don't do this to me now.

- I can't, I can't be with you.

- What?

- I can't.

- Are you f***ing kidding me?

Then why the f***

would you save my life?

Yo! Harley!

Yo! What's up?

Skully.

Yeah, I was inside there,

then they tried to kick me out.

Skully, how did you know I was here?

...looking at me

like I'm crazy in there.

- Where have you been?

- Where'd you get my stuff?

I thought you was coming out yesterday.

Why isn't this in the bag?

This was in the bushes.

You want this shirt, this nasty sh*t?

Take it to the f***ing

Laundromat and clean it.

No, this is all f***ing moldy.

What are you doing with that?

You need like a quarter

for that to clean it.

You got stitches?

Uh, yeah.

How many stitches you got?

Fourteen.

- Huh? Let me see.

- Fourteen.

- Show me, I want to see.

- You really want to see?

Ugh.

What the f***?

What is wrong with you?

So what's up? How are you feeling now?

All right, I guess.

Show me some love, what's up?

I feel like you hate me or something.

I don't hate you, Skully, you know that.

Okay, so what's up?

We're gonna kick it today?

I got sticks.

I got everything you need.

Some liquor we can get.

I mean, I got a lot of stuff

to do today.

And I'm gonna come with you.

Who are these people?

They're my friends.

Huh?

They're my friends

Friends? Nice friends.

Hey.

- Hey, what's up?

- Oh, you got out?

Yeah.

Guys, anyone seen Mike around?

- No.

- Not since earlier.

Not since we talked with you hours ago.

F***, man.

He's probably at Starbucks

locking himself in the bathroom.

Well, I hope he f***ing

comes to the park.

Yeah.

What's up?

Oh, hey, hey, you got a shot?

No.

Don't you owe me some from this morning?

Hey, Aaron, you seen Mike by any chance?

Oh, my God.

You won't believe that scene over there.

What scene?

Mike got his, like, ass kicked.

When?

Like, two minutes ago, five min...

how long it takes to walk

from McDonalds to this side...

Just... Maynard, which McDonalds?

Right there, that McDonalds,

the one right there, right there.

You know the McDonalds

- on like 70th Street...

- Right over there?

Where are you going?

Harley!

Yo, Mike!

Yo!

Mike, Mike.

Oh, my God.

- What's up girl?

- What's up.

How you doing?

F***, I'm so happy to see you.

I was so f***ing worried about you, man.

I was so f***ing worried about you.

I heard what happened.

F***, I miss you. I miss you.

Are you all right?

Listen, I'll tell you

all that in a minute just...

All right. All right. What's up?

Talk to me, talk to me, girl.

Come on, talk to me.

I need you to find me two bags.

- Come on. Let's go.

- Yeah?

Okay. Come on.

Just right here real quick.

Here, hold on, hold on. Right there.

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