King Dave Page #9

I ain't scared anymore.

Scared of being scared.

Because of that, because of that,

you just tell yourself

that you're better off puttin' a bullet

in that shitty head of yours.

Because I don't have the balls to deal

with this nonstop. Because I can't accept that.

I ain't doing too good.

I can't breathe. I'm scared...

of this empty space inside,

of my ribs crushing me inside,

of the void around me.

King f***ed up.

I'm not well.

I feel like a kid out of the tub,

frozen, waiting for his mom with a towel.

But she's not coming.

She'll never come with the f***in' towel.

Look at me, man.

Look at me.

Too compliant, completely in control.

Not chokin' this time, I'm doin' this slick.

Could've tried to bounce, to hide, but no.

No. I ain't backing down.

Takin' it like a man.

One day I'll be able to reset the meter.

I know I can do it.

Because I'm still here.

Empty-

Broken.

But I stay here. Waiting.

Already taking responsibility.

You wouldn't have thought that of me!

Adm ii it.

Nobody would have thought that of me.

Nobody to see this.

Nobody.

F*** it, man.

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