Kurt Cobain About a Son Page #2

people of my et?

Same problems. They

made the canes to school ...

They are grown in the years

the 'Communist threat' ...

... and all thought that we would

deaths in a nuclear war ...

... and there was always the most violence

in our society? ..

... and the reaction? equal for all.

I do not believe that our

version 'music' for us? ..

... is different from those of the other

groups emerged in the same years.

I do not believe that

we are most 'special' ...

... in having suffered the same damage.

E 'equal.

But we received more interest

perch? our songs are orecchiabili ...

... and remain in the headlines of the people.

In gymnastics, third in average,

I was jumping with the rope ...

... and suddenly I

ceded his back ...

... and I had to

go to the hospital ...

because ...? not respiravo

and seemed to be broken.

It was un'ernia disk ...

... and went from chiropractor ...

... and discovered to have scoleosi.

I should have worn a

bust, but I did not want ...

... and it emerged that playing

guitar had contributed ...

... to increasing scoleosi.

He had done bending

of pi? his back ...

because ...? weight of the guitar

weighed on my left shoulder.

What? Yet

most warped.

I have always had

a pain.

Not me have never

imagined.

Provavo a pain

constant.

Probably in my head ...

... I bartered the pain

back to the stomach.

Once started stomach pain,

were cos? so most acute ...

... I did not pi? thought to

my back for a long time.

I have always believed to have

schizophrenic tendencies ...

because ...? I was always

cos? nervous ...

I had all these nervous habits.

There were riots

compulsive that I had.

Scrocchiarmi fingers,

grattarmi the face,

toccarmi hair,

I had the all.

It was a mixture of my

hatred towards people ...

because ...? did not meet

my expectations ...

... and of being fed to attend

always the same idiots.

Each copy

Exact other.

I read in my face

they do not sopportavo.

It was a personal vendetta,

perch? were cos? 'macho' ...

... and male ...

and stupid ...

I started to realize

that people notavano ...

... my hatred

a lot of people ...

... and my acquaintances took for

granted that not sopportassi ...

... and I was always irritable ...

... and then I started to feel ...

really ... neurotic ...

... paranoid ...

because ...? knew that I could

erupt at any time.

I was seen as the boy who would

probably brought an AK-47 at school ...

... and would have done outside all.

Would it not have been strange ...

... if I had found at least one

boy with her hair extravagant.

There was also

A punk-rocker!

I wanted to 'feel part',

but not the average for teachers.

Not with the boy pi?

People of the school.

I wanted to be with strambi,

but they were 'sub-strambi'.

For Aberdeen, there were ...

strambi ... in the media.

There were the alternative, were

simply 'deformed'.

Fortunately I found

a gay friend ...

... I imped? if you would

kill all the time.

It seems all

knew was gay ...

... but nobody told me ...

or not I realized ...

until ...? there prov?

with me, one evening ....

... and I said to him the theatrical

that I was not gay ...

... but that would be remained

his friend.

After I realized that

I watched people ...

... so yet

most bizarre than usual.

Then they started

bersagliarmi to ...

some boys ...

Gymnastics species.

It felt threatened,

perch? were naked ...

... and I, for them, I was gay.

Then or covered

penalties or beat me.

Or both.

But after I started to feel

proud to be gay ...

... although less.

I liked the conflict.

Exciting.

Why? I almost

found my identity?

I was a strambo

'special'.

Not really punk-rocker

I was looking for, but ...

... at least it was better to be

strambo an average.

Once my mother scopr?

I did the reeds ...

... and prov? various

psychological approaches ...

... for me to stop ...

... but took dell'erba

among the jewels ...

... and I sometimes furtively

it staccavo a small piece ...

... and the rimpiazzavo

with oregano.

Right? Who had a bag

of oregano between jewellery.

One evening invite? Me and my friend

Myer to fumarci a cane ...

... and you knew that it was oregano ...

... but we did not know

who knew ...

... then we tocc? stay

l? fumarci to the oregano.

But not fumavamo never together.

The only other memory

My mother and the reeds ...

... was when I was a parcel

of 'Hard Aberdeen Buds' ...

... scattered on the table ...

... and I sat with a festino

Myer and a couple of friends ...

... and we were making

games with alcohol and reeds ...

... type with a game 'bonghi' ...

... and you sal? about drunk

and odious ...

... and this had with

me, that evening.

Begin 'to

do fessa.

Sal? Up and I fiss? With

chilling look ...

... and stacc? a big

piece of grass and ingoi?

It was foreign-made ...

-- "She has told me

that story ... "

What? Learn.

-- "Th?"

There was a teacher ...

... that students appreciated

with interesting stories.

He taught English ...

... and I wrote stories crazy,

often offensive ...

... and loved her.

I trattenenva

after the lesson ...

... and we talked for hours.

It was strong.

The only other prof. I

liked was to ...

... 'Artistic commercial'

in the first and fourth.

He had me

of great help.

I always utiliazzava

as an example ...

... and always sent my

works of art competitions ...

... in different states ...

... without telling me anything ...

... without my permission ...

... I liked that

type of competition ...

... and then it was behind my shoulders

and after I gave the awards I had won.

My family was sure that

I went to a school of art ...

... but at that time I was cos?

taken from Punk-rock ...

I wanted to play

in a group instead.

I had offered

two scholarships ...

... but I did not have any

intention to accept them.

I had decided

gi? years from the beginning.

-- "And what comport?

This, in the family? "

I have suffered

thrown out.

Not so perch? Did not want to study ...

... rather perch? I was not

doing nothing with my life.

I had ambitions ...

the second ...

My parents ...

... but I had.

I was immersed in music ...

... and trying desperately

to form a group.

They, for? not

saw as important.

Not just taken the guitar

it became so? obsessed ...

... and for me there fissai

cos? many years ...

... every day for

a few hours, in the evening ...

... before you sleep, the guitar

was the only thing did.

I wanted to make Punk-rock

for a long time ...

because ...? I was a subscriber

"Creem Magazine" ...

... then I

I was in the room ...

... to make pretend

Punk-rock sound ...

... or what I was

Punk-rock, guitar.

At the end? Similar.

It 'just noise. Noise

3 agreements made by ...

... and screams ...

I felt that the Punk-rock

could be this.

When I moved once

from Aberdeen to Montesano ...

... which is 30 Km

from Aberdeen ...

... a village

Size-wood ...

... I knew Buzz Osborne

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