Kurt Cobain About a Son Page #6

... the European tour ...

... remember ...

... having said that I would not have pi? toured

until? not risolvevo this thing.

I wanted to kill,

spararmi head ...

... from what

I had stew.

I can not

cos live?

I was

become ...

... a schizzato

neurotic.

I was destroyed

psychologically ...

... and I

mental problems ...

because ...? had pain

Chronic daily.

-- "When he was,

this? "

For the last

5 years.

I arrived

in point ...

... in recent

two tour ...

... I did not know how I would have

never done so to make others.

But ... since I started

drogarmi I had the most pain.

-- "How did you know

Courtney? "

I have known both

time ago in Portland ...

... at one of our concerts.

It was a quick meeting.

The said a sticker ...

parlammo ... and a little '.

I seemed, type,

Nancy Spungen.

The resembling.

It seemed a classic

pupa Punk-rock.

I felt a little '

attracted to you ...

... I wanted to sweep

that night ...

but ... and? forth.

I wanted only ...

... a little 'more than emotion

in my life.

I had never

no known ...

... what? jerk

and charismatic.

She is a magnet for

exciting events.

Although passeggiavamo

in the street together ...

spuntava someone who ...

assaliva us with a knife.

Without reason ...

... just because? seems

that type of person ...

... that attracts these things.

I felt a rebel ...

because ...? there

went around ...

... to buy drugs ...

... a sweep against a wall ...

... and stuff of that kind.

Facevamo rows in public,

both for the sake of it.

Both perch? Entire people of a

table if it was mogia to eat.

It was so

I divertivo ...

... and it was fantastic interpret

this role ...

... with a person who suddenly

rose up ...

... and destroyed a

glass on the table ...

... and I urlava against ...

... and I buttava on earth.

Really fun.

Krist is the kind that makes things

but in return wants the glory.

It must take the reins.

It must receive

all the attention.

I do not? Permit

be nice ...

... at his own level.

I do not ever see

my humor ...

... when I'm with him.

This perch? Do everything

not to react if it happens.

I do not think I have ever

did laugh out loud ...

... and I know that it is capable

to make people laugh.

Courtney do the

always laughing ...

... and I feel comfortable

in being sympathetic with you ...

... and with Dave and other friends.

But with Krist c '? Some

strange barrier that separates us.

We have always had

enough respect ...

... to understand ...

... what the ferisca

feelings of others ...

... and what are the defects

personalit? both ...

... that give us discomfort in

so that we do not quarrel.

We have not ever

offended one another ...

... not perch? us

cos we want? well ...

... but both see

the other as hypocritical ...

... with elements

that disprezziamo.

For the good of the group,

does not make sense.

Once you are

the money arrived ...

... I understand what I was pi?

under pressure from the other ...

... and I accruing

Various' of pi?

I am the singer and

Articles are on me.

I have to suffer

all the pressure.

And then I must also deal

composition of the pieces ...

... and I am also good if the

others are recognized ...

... but I expect at least one

Financial greater recognition.

This was a big

... problem with him and Dave.

Credevano honestly

to earn ...

... a credit equal to mine.

I stronzate.

Stronzate totals.

I was ready to dissolve the group for

this thing ... we do not believe.

Often it is a

nihilistic idiot ...

fottutamente sarcastic ...

... and others are

very vulnerable ...

... and sincere.

And? Cos? I

are the songs.

It 'a mixture of these things.

And? Cos? That are many

people of my et?

A minute

sarcastici are ...

... and another

are apprensivi.

They are still with the Monitor

things that I gave annoyance years ago.

-- "I'm not necessarily

personal things ...

... but also rapes,

violence ... "

S? I am posted

everything.

So all

these songs ...

... speak of my battles against

things that make me posted.

And is the theme of the album.

Of all my albums.

They say all the

same thing.

What I have this

conflict ...

... between good and evil ...

... man and woman ...

... people who do things cruel

to other people without reason.

And I want them

beat blooded.

Here's the point.

The only thing I can do, instead,

? scream into a microphone.

Once I read

an article about me:

"Cazzo, qu? Seem ...

... a depressed person ...

... and emotional,

sudden changes in mood. "

And the author said to me:

"But the six."

And I:

"No. I do not have!

I like fun,

every so often. "

And 'all that I see as

an emotional disaster.

Like a dark star.

A negative.

People I

always accuse ...

... to be

bad mood ...

and ask me:

"What?"

And I have

absolutely nothing.

I'm not GI?

I arrived

to the point that ...

dovermi look ...

in the mirror ...

... and try to understand

cos'? that sees people.

I thought, "Maybe I should

shave the eyebrows.

It might help. "

Me asking

continuously.

I went

in a room ...

... a couple of

months ago ...

... and a boy, cos?

asked me:

"Christ, Kurt, but perch? Seems

you are always angry? "

"I'm not

angry!

I am happy now.

Piece of sh*t! "

'C'? Something wrong?

Are you sad? '

Many people believe that

if the watch and not sorrido ...

... I mean

run balls.

I effort to show

I'm enjoying.

Generally I always fun, and

are almost never depressed.

And 'most easy cos?

Opiates me

always procured ...

that security ...

bramavo that ...

... in which no hated

cos? both people.

I could try

of affection for them ...

... or at least look

beyond the superficialit? ..

... of their personalit? ..

... and think about them

as real people.

Maybe had

problems of childhood ...

or ...? their environment

that makes them so?

In short, in order to appease the animosit?

that nutrivo towards the people.

I needed

to do so ...

because ...? I was tired of

cos hate? both the people ...

... and to be always so?

Critical against them.

I know it seems that I defend

my use of drugs.

Sounds like

an excuse.

I must make a

drug-free period ...

... if only to see things

from a point of view better.

In recent months I was

doing stuff for $ 400 per day ...

... and I was notice of

odd in my memory ...

... and that sooner or later it

would have affected my health.

But the truth? That I was pi?

in flesh and healthy then ...

... that now.

I said immediately that

I do not pentivo.

I do not repent.

This perch? Used the

as a means ...

... as an anti-dolorifico.

To rid the pain.

And 'reason

main.

And in that sense

I do not repent.

But, any person who

becomes dependent on drugs ...

... finir? for

fottersi life.

Unless it takes a year,

we want two.

And 'cos? Obvious.

I have seen succeed

all those who we fall.

It 'a classic.

'The drugs are

evil and you fotteranno. '

I knew that I would have

stopped sooner or later ...

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