Notes on Blindness
Hello. Testing, testing, testing...
Daddy, Daddy...
This is cassette one, track one.
10th of July 1983.
Have we begun yet?
Disembodied voices... 22nd February.
Speaking out of nowhere... 1984.
Disappearing into nowhere.
Thank you very much for the tape.
Everything drifting away.
Waterlogged, immobile.
Hello and welcome to...
A religious crisis... Down, down...
Can't we just go back?
It's a long time ago, isn't it?
Hmm...
How difficult it is to remember
the detail...
Let's think...
We were married on the 1st November
'79.
Well, you were driving, of course.
Well, you certainly weren't driving!
We took off down to...
- We got to Chichester.
- Oh, that was it... Was it?
- Where was our honeymoon?
- The southern edge of the...
- What was it called?
- Began with a C, Cirencester.
Ah! That was it, Cirencester.
That's a long way...
That ghastly B&B!
we've ever stayed in.
I don't remember it being so bad.
- The bed was covered in dust!
- Yeah.
- I'm sure there were bedbugs.
- Well.
Do you remember the way the tide came in?
Right up the main street.
It took the form of a... dark,
black disc...
which slowly progressed across
the field of vision.
Went very quickly.
The doctor said that the eye
was so badly traumatised
from previous surgery...
"All we'll be able to do
is to preserve a little bit of sight."
Of course, you never believe that.
You keep on hoping.
That was the final eye operation.
Yes.
You were just out of hospital
when Tom was born.
He's smiling.
He's smiling at you.
I still had that little bit of vision.
I would see a flicker of a shadow
across the window
Yeah.
If I stood underneath
the central light in the room,
I could tell if it was on or off.
The stars had gone, the moon had gone.
I must still be able to see the sun,
mustn't I?
They didn't think it would last long.
Here we are again.
Another part of Imogen Hull's tape.
Er, side two. Now, then...
Imogen...
She was thrilled, you know,
as an older sister, having a little brother.
I don't think she realised
what was going on.
The little drop of the Father
on thy little beloved forehead.
The little drop of the Son
on your forehead, beloved one.
A little drop of the Spirit
on your forehead, beloved one.
There was nobody much around
in the university.
I could hear one of my friends saying...
"You know that John Hull's going
completely blind?"
Stopping and hearing that.
Ah!
Thoughts just came tumbling into my mind.
What about my reading? My research?
What about my teaching?
How am I going to teach?
How am I going to lecture?
Without any notes!
I went up to my office and sat there.
The students will be here
in about five weeks.
Now...
How am I going to do this?
all the things they could offer.
There were special holiday
homes for blind people.
Maybe I'd like to have a dog and...
And she said, "You need a mobility course."
But I said, "No, I'm not doing that."
I haven't got time!
Most people would have made the time.
I was just too busy
keeping up with everything.
Well, you were also stubborn.
You were, sort of, in furious denial.
The only thing I was interested in
was how to function as a blind academic.
That, nobody knew.
We've got...
The Long Surrender.
Autumn Conquest.
I needed to have serious
books recorded sensibly.
Uh... What about anthropology and sociology?
All that was basically available
in the United Kingdom
was detective novels and romantic fiction.
Well, I'm interested in reading
contemporary social sciences.
No, look,
how do blind people read big books?
They said, "They don't."
Anyway, um, I'll sort it out,
so thanks for your advice.
They don't.
That was it.
Now, I didn't buy that.
I had a tape recorder, of course.
I had cassettes.
Is that the microphone? Yes.
Is it on?
That makes a difference, doesn't it?
Testing, testing, testing...
Today is Tuesday
and I'm wondering if this machine
will record or not.
Testing, testing...
Today is Tuesday
and I'm wondering if this machine
will record or not.
was build up a team of people
How did you get that going?
I can't quite remember,
but it became an absolute business!
I had up to 30 of them
working for me at one stage.
The books would come back on cassettes.
Hundred of cassettes.
Hundreds!
Yeah, that was transformative.
Down on this level. One...
Two...
Three...
I spent, I suppose,
the next two or three years
learning all of those little tricks.
With ingenuity and a little bit of help,
there were problems that could be solved.
Meaning is an operation
with intentionality...
The truth is that although it was,
in a way, so devastating,
I did enjoy it.
I was entirely occupied.
It wasn't until the final,
tiny bit of light sensation
slowly disappeared
that my mood changed.
Remember that day in Shrewsbury
when I caught a glimpse of a...
- Of a church spire?
- Yeah.
I think that's the last thing you ever saw.
That's probably true.
Dad?
Hey?
I had a dream.
You had a dream?
I had a dream
what I got some dinner,
but it didn't have at all
very much nice stuff in it
and I lost it again.
Wow...
- Was that the end?
- And you were in it.
He's telling me about a dream he had.
Now...
it will be cloudy, um,
throughout the evening.
Er...
and a big patch of wind on the,
um, satellite picture
just coming over and lots of...
What now?
What next?
I'd learnt how to lecture without notes.
Learnt how to recognise
The cassettes were pouring in faster
than I could read them.
All of that was done.
It was at that point
I realised
that I had to think about blindness
because if I didn't understand it
This is cassette one, track one.
Notes on Blindness
and this is the 21st of June,
After nearly three years of blindness,
I find that the pictures
in the gallery of my mind
have dimmed somewhat.
People and places I know and love so well.
Memories of my early life
spent in Australia.
So I found with great distress
that I could no longer remember easily
what my wife looked like.
Or what my daughter, Imogen, looked like.
I found that memories of photographs
were more easily recaptured.
In the case of my daughter, Imogen,
I have a wide range
Of Thomas, now nearly three,
I have a few very vague impressions
based upon the first six or nine months
of his life
before I lost sight altogether.
And of Elizabeth,
I have no visual memories at all
and never have had.
Just a minute.
I am concerned
to understand blindness,
to seek its meaning,
to retain the fullness of my humanity.
We need to know
what kind of necessity is it.
Is it a psychological necessity?
Is it logical?
Is it a historical necessity?
A note on smiles.
Nearly every time I smile,
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