Once in the Life Page #10
to help me, man. My hand don't
work no more. I can't do this one
by myself. Don't you even
f***ing look at me. I hope that
sh*t kills you. Don't say that. I got it, baby. What you need? I just need you to hook it up
for me. Ok. Like this? Yeah, that's good. Hey, Tony, man... Thanks. No problem. I'm sorry about
throwing up on you. It's just when I get
sick like this, I can't help myself. And you, too, Mike. I'm sorry about
pissing my pants in front of your
friend here, man. Hope I didn't
embarrass you. It's just
when I get sick, I can't help... Torch: Come on, man. Don't look at me
like that. I hate it
when people look at me
like that. Don't f***ing look
at me like that. What you do that
sh*t for anyway, man? I don't know. Because it's
all I got. That's bullshit. No, it's not
bullshit. It's not bullshit. You are
bullshit, man. You're bullshit. Oh, no, I
almost forgot, you're my long lost
half brother, right? You tell me, what
else have I got? I got no
real family. Got no job. Ain't been able
to keep one the past 5 years. Last job I had,
I missed so many workdays
from being sick, I said "f*** it." Started stealing
full-time to support my habit. It's part
of the reason I started hitting
myself in the feet. This way, I don't
got to walk around wearing long sleeves
all the time. Sure, you know,
it gets messy-- walking around, blood dripping
out of your shoe. It's easy to hide. You want to know
why, Mike? You really want
to know why I shoot dope? Because I have to. The colds,
they come. I don't,
I get sick. You ever been sick? So f***ing sick your
whole body aches, your guts feel like
it's on fire, your blood's
boiling? There's not
a f***ing thing in the whole
wide world you can do about it. It's not
a good feeling, bro. Stop looking at me
like that. 20/20 my ass. Yeah, you got eyes in the back
of your head. You got any idea
what it's like to want to quit and
know that you can't? Like you really,
really want to quit, but you just can't? Like in the past
5 years alone, I tried to kick
3 different times. Cold Turkey
the first time. Next two times, tried a 10-day
methadone program they got
over in Brooklyn. I had 7 out of 10
days clean on my first
go-around. Big f***ing deal,
right? Next time,
two years later, on the 11th day,
my girlfriend pattie came to pick
me up. Off we went
to cup. I had 11 days clean, $60 in my pocket. Bought 5
bags of dope, a pack
of cigarettes. Shot them up
just like... I remember the high
I got from that sh*t like it was
yesterday. Felt like
superman. Invincible,
you know? Here I come,
man... Looking at you
with those eyes. Only it
wasn't your face I'd be looking at. It was my own. I'd be staring
in the mirror, begging and crying for him
to let me stop, but he wouldn't. Just kept
staring back at me with this look
on his face that's saying, "who's that crazy
strung-out junkie "looking at me? "Can't be who
I think it is. "I don't look
like that, do I? "This guy looks
dangerous. "Too dangerous to be
on the street. Too dangerous
to be me." But it is you. It's you exactly
the way you are, sure as sh*t. What scares you
the most is, that's what
people see when they
look at you the way you
look at me. Whoa. Mike? I'm not feeling
too good, man. Mike: Billy, stop
f***ing around, man. Billy? Billy? [Slapping Billy] Ok, um... Ok. I got to pick
you up. All right? We're going to walk,
Billy. Come on. Going to walk
with me, bro? That's it, huh?
Come on. What's the difference
between the police and the po-lice? No idea. Well, obviously
you've never been chased
by them. Come on, Billy. Come on. Come on, Mike.
Look at you. What you
look like, man? Tony, you're supposed
to be helping me, man. Oh, I'm supposed
to be helping you? Ain't that a b*tch? Don't move, Billy. You stay
right there. I'm going to fix
you up, ok? We're going
to fix you up. Ok. Come on.
Don't be dead. Come on.
Don't be dead. Don't be dead, ok? Billy, Billy,
don't be dead, ok? Come on. It's supposed
to be my dope. Yeah. The dope you stole? Mine. But you said-- you said you
was out of the life. Oh, come on, Mike. Once in the life,
always in the life. You know the game. Hey, Tony.
Look, uh, I need you
to help me now. Ok? I want to, Mike. I really do. Besides killing
you myself... I can't do nothing
for you, baby. You going
to kill me, man? I don't know,
man. You don't know? You don't know? Come on, man. You just now said you was going
to kill me. Me--godfather
to your firstborn. You remember me? Too much crime, too much time
like this, yo. Now you standing
there telling me that all that sh*t
don't count? Like it don't
mean nothing? Like, what,
all of a sudden I'm--I'm--I'm
a f***ing stranger? I don't mean sh*t
to you no more? I can't believe
that, man. I mean, I know
a lot of sh*t can happen
in 2 0r 3 years. You know,
people change. But, Tony, yo, what the f***
happened to you? The f***ing world
happened to me, Mike. I got a criminal
record, Mike. The world don't want
no parts of me. It don't give
a f*** about me. It don't owe me sh*t.
Not a goddamn thing. So I did what
I had to do, Mike. Now I don't owe
nobody nothing. Yeah, nobody
but Manny. You owe him. The motherf***er
owns you. No, motherf***er.
Oh? You own me. I'm sorry. I'm sorry
about the dope, man. I didn't know it
was yours, you know? Talk to Manny.
Maybe-- Manny ain't
interested in no conversations
about nothing. Take a look
out the window, Mike. Go ahead. Take a look
out the window. This ain't no
flimflam. This ain't no
riker's f***ing island. This is the life,
Mike. What do you think
they're going to do to me when I don't
come through? What do you think
they're going to do to Maxine,
my little girl? They got Max? They got precious? I'm sorry,
Tony, man. I didn't mean to put
you in no sh*t. You are so f***ing
full of sh*t, Mike. I just thought
that I could-- you thought? You thought what? That you
could be Manny? That you could
trust nine lives? You see, that's
your problem right there,
Mike. You don't think.
You never f***ing did. 20/20 Mike. You walk
around like a f***ing
blind man, man. I ain't ready
to die today, Tony. Brother, I ain't ready
to die for you. Ok. Ok, I'll make a deal
with you then. F*** a deal. Come on, man. Look, I'm going
to go downstairs like you said.
I just-- ok, I'm going to go
downstairs. I'm-- shut the f*** up,
Mike. I ain't trying
to hear you. I need you to stall
them for me. I ain't trying
to hear you, Mike. Listen to me. I'm going
to go downstairs like you said, but
I'm going to try-- f*** that, Mike. Get your f***ing
ass in here. I'm going to try
and make it. I just-- I'm going to make it.
I'm going to-- get that f***ing
hand down. Tony, I'm begging you. [Speaking spanish] I'm begging you, man.
Please don't kill me, all right? Tony, I'm begging you.
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