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alone the children were all upstairs

their rooms you were off with a duster

somewhere Michael was in some corner

with Tansley throwing away and so I sat

there because it was so quiet there's

nothing to distract me I began to hear

the waves I'm not sure know how it is

when you begin to hear something like

that and it begins to get louder and

louder and really becomes quite

insistent you wonder how it is that you

don't hear it all the time so I listened

to the rhythm of the waves falling going

back falling again

it's filled its little but I always have

put words to rhythms like I can't help

it.

Ticking of the clock wheels were trained

to the lighthouse fell away before is it

true that I found myself saying the lord

have mercy on us Tigra the way before

and the Lord.

I went to find some company I remember

as I noted in the kitchen and I started

talking about the next day's meals I

can't imagine what you thought a Gooden

in my situation so different from yours

of course

hi because you have children and I do

not because you have a man always to

share your bed I have known oh but not

really do you share mrs. Ranley you

don't cease to be one person into him

you don't become half a person

do you two minds open like nerves and a

kiss I don't believe they do love can't

claim so much

I'm not poor Lily you must not say that

why must you always insist that the

light had missed and shivering outside

the gates to bliss just because we are

not married just because we do not have

a man or was to come / and serve

I do not serve here I'm a not permitted

to be happy as I am on my own Lily I do

assure you I do not serve here this is

my household and I am in control when it

comes down to it you know Michael is

that one member who don't understand

suppose he rejected you it's a very

different then if he pushed you out the

front door and loved it what then you

would starve

you don't understand.

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I've had enough of your damn

philanthropy we do this list again if

you aren't writing letters to bereaved

relatives and you're fiddling about with

your account books for the poor and

greedy as you're making your visit

Caroline do you understand we have

children who want you to themselves and

there is misery all around I know damn

it I knew water land Livie and I know

his family is destitute but I also know

I cannot care for the whole world can

can you love our patients and would like

to rest we took thousands per tomorrow

couldn't remover would you like that

mother yes.

I do not agree that it has to be them

I'm sorry but I cannot afford it this

house is a luxury Caroline we are here

for eight weeks in the year but for the

remainder it is a drain on my purse

now I love these summer's more than

anyone but let me say this if you

continue to give the nod to such

unnecessary expenditure I shall sell I

will place the house on the market this

very autumn what do you want me to do

till I instruct a boiler to take all the

materials back I have no wish to discuss

this trivial matter any further

do as you think fit

did you find out says he cannot afford

it ridiculous of course he can afford

not easily but it won't produce us to

the workhouse Paulo worries have about

money towards a more relation prove this

house is a luxury luxuries are immoral

yeah but nothing was spent on

you know child as I get older I find I

returned more and more to the central

conundrum of philosophy or rather it

returns to me the relationship between

mind and body Here I am up to 40 years

of reflection I feel that somehow we are

all fundamentally wrong I cannot find a

concept that fits the physical facts

minds are brain after all brings a

flesh-and-blood mind is meat child do

not perceive our minds as mixer ah

but maybe we should dear boy that is my

point I go to the beach for a babe the

sea sets my skin tingling but the sea

also sets my brain tingling to get my

point the sea may affect how I think how

is this child assist me I'm not sure I

follow you mr. Ramsay cherub Josh Jo Jo

good gracious boy what's the matter.

I cannot enjoy being the subject of

amusement admire your ability mr. Ramsey

enormous Lee you know that I felt that

was such a privilege to be asked down

here to work with you I left my family

and I came down I thought to spend so

many weeks to be able to discuss my

dissertation I thought I must not miss

such a chance now it is nearly over what

are you trying to say I feel

disappointed deeply disappointed do you

I don't understand you all this

gardening and sitting about and playing

cricket and playing on the beach now it

matters did it what about your work

isn't that what matters where it's still

family that matters is all your reading

and writing and all that discussions in

the basis that all the game but my work

in the hobby to me it's real it's

absolute and my political view they're

real proof I can't play games do I have

to be a good sport to be acceptable to

you mr. Tanzi mr. Hensley I have

something more to say to you mr. Tanzi.

Miller mr. Ramsay wants to know where I

am from I bought the village

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I thought mother

well Standish urban how missus finish it

said awfully awfully polygon word all

through the valley of death rode the six.

Arthur

yes cam what is it panting he gave me a

message for you what was the message

so we mama Internet

our focus is for Jaws

I'm not sure I can see it the outside

tells me nothing it should be sliced

through like a beehive against laughs

passages revealed storage areas the.

Royal nursery James the six is stormy

call James

there will be no trip to the lighthouse

today today is for the dissertation

anyone seen James there is my focus

all my subjects

yeah

cam what was the message he's always

asleep that's because he well he's up

for much of the night writing his poetry

it's quite a well-respected per tumor

does work as a rather out of those now

he was a teacher in India he and father

were undergraduates together who comes

down every year one of the traditions

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Well done Jasper I may see mother

come in

check on that later no courses sure

after this

please and Apple eyes do find this

gloomy horribly depressing

how is my household truth is it still

running along without me it's like

sleeping beauty house assess friend.

James and cam haven't had a fight for

three days extra I was poor another son

blender presents don't be evasive

last night I suddenly woke up started

wondering what would have been like when

you're sixty just as he is now grow old

together

husbands and wives I kept on thinking

how this happened

why this particular man I mean we met

and we're in love people surround them

it doesn't awful thing to say.

I first met Michael at a reception

hundreds of people you know standing

around talking and I saw him standing

there with a plate in one hand glass any

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