Blue Jay Page #6

I didn't just irrationally make

the decision to do what I did.

And I know...

I see now that it was

incredibly hard on you.

But I was the one who had to go

in there and actually do it.

Actually go through with it.

You know?

And I do get that I didn't

handle it well, I didn't...

I just... I tortured myself.

Going over the options,

alone in my bedroom.

Going over and over,

what I should do.

And then you sent me

that stupid note.

Making all those weird,

sarcastic jokes and...

And then you sent me

that stupid get well soon

balloon, a balloon, Jim.

I don't know there

was something about it where

it became so clear to me

that you were too young...

to handle it.

We were too

young to handle it.

And I knew that I was gonna

have to go through it alone

and I knew I couldn't,

do it alone.

And you know...

Do I have regrets? Yes.

Yes.

But...

What can we do?

Here.

Please. You just read it now.

"Amanda, I know we can

get through this together.

You are my world.

I will never

stop loving you."

It was the first version

that I wrote to you.

Why didn't you

send this to me?

I was scared.

It was just stupid.

I'm sorry.

[laughing]

I'm contagious.

Apparently.

Now it's just

never gonna stop.

[sighing]

[guitar music playing]

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