Last Days Here Page #7

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It's Diane

I haven't heard from Bobby

since Friday

Truthfully, I don't think

he's gonna last much longer

I just have a feeling

Either he's gonna overdose

or do something stupid

And he's hung up on that

Hallie thing like crazy, so

I can't kill myself anymore

over it,

and what will be, will be

- New message

[phone beeps]

- Hi, Demian

It's Diane

We still haven't heard

from Bobby,

and now we're really

extremely concerned

Please call me

[clears throat]

Thank you

Bye-bye

- New message

[phone beeps]

- I found out where Bobby is

It's called CFCF,

under the prison system

They took him there

I don't know where it is

I don't know how he is

I'm sure he's suffering,

and we don't know what to do

So when you get a chance,

you call

Bye-bye

[music ends]

- Philadelphia Prison Systems

"Curran-Fromhold

Correctional Facility

Philadelphia Pennsylvania"

Bobby's got a restraining order

on him

which clearly says you cannot

f***ing call Hallie

He had f***ing called Hallie

Hallie picked up the phone

and said

"That's it

Now you're going to jail"

Click

I mean this is a huge

reality check

What's harder than jail?

What's the next step?

Death?

Who the f*** else is gonna

f***ing do this for him?

I hate to sound like a dick==

I feel like I've just been==

I'm getting grizzled

and pricky

through this whole

f***ing process

He's completely surrounded

by chaos that he creates

but it sucks everybody up in it

that's around him

And maybe

I said this already

but this past two weeks

I was almost glad

that he was in jail==

just the fact that I know

he wasn't somewhere

hurting himself

and I could concentrate

on my life

and what I really needed

to get done

'Cause if I didn't get

this sh*t done

I can't do anything for him

So we'll see

See f***ing work calls

right now

$260 of bail

$1 5 parking later

we're finally on our way

They told==

after bail went through

they told us we have

four to six hours

before he's released

so it's a total guessing game

No one can give us any kind

of straight answers

So we kind of cut the wait

in half

We're headed there now

It's dark

I'm sure Bobby is freaking

to get out

You know the one thing

he talks about that he wants

I'm sure more than anything

is a bacon pizza

which is all he eats

by the way

Anything bad for his heart

Bobby Liebling will do it

[laughs]

Love drugs bacon

His life

[laughing]

What's going on now is

every time I f***ing come

to get him out

there's some other thing

going on

They told me

an hour and a half

We just went and waited

somewhere for over an hour

We come back

"Oh we've got no one

downstairs"

I'm like "Here's his name

He's been processed

We paid at 3:
00 today"

"Well there's no one

downstairs

"I tell you what if he's

not out within 1 5 minutes

"he's gonna get out

on the next shift

which is uh

So that probably means

the next shift starts at 1 2:00

so who knows

when he's gonna get out

So we got to park

across the street

which is like Mister==

at Mister Chubby's

which is fitting

'cause they're treating us

like f***ing boners

So now we got to wait

and just watch

We got to watch across

the street

which you can hardly see

and we're gonna wait for him

to walk out of the gate

We can't wait here all f***ing

night in the goddamn car

I skipped a whole day of work

today to bail him out

He's still not out

and now it's f***ing up

my next day

So I don't know what to do

You know if we decide to leave

and come back in the morning

that's when he's gonna be

out here stranded probably

Know what I mean?

People keep asking me

you know

"Dude why are you even

hanging in there?"

I've grown to love him

as a friend

and I really believe in him

as a musician

I don't know

I'm really on the verge

of saying "F*** it"

And just saying I tried

I really don't know

I keep going back and forth

But I keep feeling like

"Man don't f***ing throw it all

away yet Pellet

because we're on the verge of

f***ing something happening"

[somber music]

Cold in there?

- Huh buddy?

That's my buddy

[laughs]

There's my buddy see?

[all talking at once]

Had to hook you up right away

[all talking at once]

- How you doing, man?

- Uh doing like you know

- Is it all right?

- Here you go

"Help me"

I'm in prison again

- Hey you want some waters?

It's good to see you out dude

- Jesus

- I'm nervous that you're out

I'll admit it

I didn't have to worry about you

in jail

I knew you weren't doing

something dumb

- I knew that

I:

Do you even know

how many hours

- Bobby obviously goes through

the same patterns

It's always he does good

for a couple weeks

and then sh*t falls apart

Bobby is just

Robert Liebling

He's a human

and he's got incredible demons

that he has to battle

every f***ing day

That sounds cheesy but I think

Bobby really is just doing

all this stuff

'cause he just needs love

- There's nothing here

I have nobody I can call

that can try to help

I ain't got no relatives

I ain't got no brother

or sister right?

You know

F*** it

I ain't got no kids

I can't deal with myself

I'm too immature

I can't handle it the pressure

you know what I mean?

I have nothing here

I thought I had a life here

I don't got nothing anymore

- I just got the new issue

of Rolling Stone

I found the perfect girl

for Bobby

She's f***ing==

has no grip on==

they're in the same

reality space

but she's got money

and she's young and blonde

F***ing Britney dude

I'm making some f***ing calls

right now

[laughs]

Bobby'd like her right?

[sighs]

You want some tea?

I started to realize

that Bobby and I

might not have had

the same goals

My goal was for him to focus

on the music

All I could get him

to focus to

when he was up here

was Hallie

Damn man it smells like

an old man's dirty pants

[coughs]

He got out of jail

Stuff just wasn't rolling

Phil Anselmo you know

caught wind of it

Bobby was kind of a mess

and in jail

And that's you know

totally put on hold

Bobby moved back home

with his mom

He did you know

typical Bobby kind of stuff

- Basement?

- Living in the sub-basement

You know?

But one good thing

that came out of it is

being back around

all that Maryland scene

there was people down there

who were just you know

willing to help him out

and got together

and got him psyched again

about playing music

[bass guitar melody]

I really think in a way

this is kind of

what he needed to do

He got a complete wake-up call

by going to jail

He got some love

As heartbroken as he is

I think he's got a little bit

of confidence from it

- Hey is this on?

Yes it is!

[echoes]

Okay

- Since he's had a full band

Bobby is just psyched

to play shows

We could definitely play DC

and probably do pretty well

But to make the biggest punch

to get the most out of press

and just to have

the biggest you know

appearance or profile

is gonna be New York City

[bluesy rock music]

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