Mixed Signals Page #35

 

                       

TyAna's p.o.v  

As soon as Chris left I continued to eat. When I finished I cuddled up on the couch. Turning on the tv I tuned in on some cartoon.. I think its called the 'Regular Show'. Apparently the baby likes hearing it. I rubbed my belly to feel the kicks.  

I wonder if its a boy, this seems like a show little boys would like.  But, then again how would the baby know that? ? I want a boy and Chris wants a girl . I mean I will be happy with either, I was just the kid who pictured myself having a boy. Chris is going to be a great father.   

I rubbed my belly. 

"Child, you're going to be spoiled rotten. "  

I looked around at all the baby stuff.. 

"You're already spoiled. "  

Grabbing the cover I drifted into a long nap.....  

"hurry, hurry, hurry! !" 

"Whats her problem? " 

I was in a wheel chair, getting wheeled into the hospital. .. 

"I believe she's having her baby." 

Looking down into my lap, I saw blood.  It was leaking everywhere. 

"Is that my baby's blood? " I tried to say to the nurse, but no sound came out.  

"Hello? ?" 

Still no sound. I clear my throat. 

"IS THAT MY BABY'S BLOOD? " This time, sound came out but it was in a monstrous voice.   

Whats happening to me ? 

"I'm sorry Miss,  but I need for you to calm down." 

What the f***. 

They continued to wheel me back. After reaching a room, they gave me an IV shot, then put blue fluid in the tube. Next thing I seen was black... 

After waking up, I looked around my hospital room. The sheets were bloody, the room was dark with one small light. No baby in sight. No one else, in sight. I cried.  Blood tears. 

The door open and Chris came in. 

"Chris where is the baby? " 

"It's ok, huney." 

"Chris baby..." 

"She didn-" 

"SHUT UP! Dont say it! " 

"Baby she's dead... dead... deaddd!" 

 

                       

I jumped up, grabbed my belly and sighed. I was sweaty and nervous. Noting that I was still laying on my couch. 

Flipping through channels again I tried not to think about that dream.. 

 

Chapter Thirty-Four 

                                               

TyAna's p.o.v 

I was so damn happy when Chris finally walked the the front door. But I didn't really show it.  

"Hey baby, How's my girls? " 

"Hi" I said in a daze. 

"What's wrong? " 

"How you know its a girl? " 

He put his stuff down and sat at the opposite end of the bed.   

"Its just a guess baby, I don't actually know. What's wrong? " 

"Nothing. " 

He smacked his lips and got ready to listen.  

"You don't even have to stunt, Ma. Let me know wassup." 

"I had a bad dream." 

Silence.  

"How bad? " 

"Horrible, gave me chills. I had to force myself to wake up." 

"You okay? " 

He reached and pulled a few of my curls away from my face. 

"Yes, but it felt so real." 

"What happen? " 

I took a deep breath and looked at him.  

"Miscarriage." And with that I broke down. Tears that have been dying to fall. Chris looked like he was truly hurt by seeing me this way. He moved closer to me and held me. 

"Shhhh it's okay baby" 

"Wha-whaaa if that's a ..." I tried to talk but I was short of breath and had to breathe.  

"Come on Mommas, stop crying, breathe, and slow down." 

I tried again. Same as the first attempt.  

"I'm here baby. Im not leaving, take your time." 

"Baby, what if that was a sign..." 

"No, no TyAna, no. Don't think like that... this was just a dream." He grabbed my belly and rubbed around. "But this here, is real life." 

My tears slowly started to shift to tear of joy. 

"I'm so thankful for you Chris. Really." 

"Baby I got you. I got us." He looked down at my belly and started talking.  

"Hey baby girl. I know you hear me. It's daddy talking.  You're my little princess, I need you to let my Queen, your mommy know that you are okay. Even if that means kicking a little, " he kissed my belly . "Making her hungry. I don't recommend that though. Come on kick for daddy." 

It was about five minutes before he got an reaction. But he did and that's the amazing part. 

"You see that baby?" He looked up at me with a serious face. I nodded yes.  "Everything is going to be ok. You're pregnant you're going through a lot of mixed emotions. These things happen. Baby girl in here is A1 and so are you. I got us baby." 

"Thank you." 

"No need to thank me." 

"Well, I still appreciate you." 

He took off his work clothes and got comfortable in some sweats and no shirt. He climbed in bed with me and laid on his stomach.  

"Aaaahhh" 

"Long day, huh? " 

"Yes, very" 

I decided to be a good wifey and give him a massage.  I sat up and got on his back and started rubbing up and down his back.  

"Ooh right there" He said when I rubbed his lower back. I stayed in that spot for a minute before moving on. He enjoyed his massage, while I enjoyed pleasing my man. After about ten minutes he had fallen asleep. I got off of him and sat against the headboard. I grabbed my book and started reading.  

It got boring quick and I wanted to wake Chris up but I know he's tired. 

 

                       

About an hour later... 

I still sat up doing nothing. . I wanted to cuddle. 

"Babe .." I tapped Chris a little. He  didn't move so I did it again.  

"Huhmmm?" he answered in a groggy tone. 

"Hold me baby" 

He turned around, laid his head on my chest and wrapped his arms around me. 

Much better.  

"You know I love you right ma? " 

"Yes baby I love you too." 

"No matter what, you're mine." 

"No matter what." 

"I love our baby too .. More than anything. I would never let anything happen to you or her." 

I kissed him. 

"Even of that means protecting you from your dreams." 

"Awwwwww" I said with a little giggle.   

"You so cute." 

"No thats you Chris" He put his ear on my belly and listened.   

Moments like this I love. 

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