Notes on Blindness Page #3
when I was aware of a growing feeling
of doubt and uncertainty.
I was intensely aware of the fact
that I was going through nothing.
Through an intensely cold nothing.
Of going nowhere.
I turned around
and walked back to the house.
Away In A Manger
I felt as if I was banging my head,
my whole body,
against the wall of blindness.
A desperate need to break through
this curtain,
this veil which was surrounding me,
to come out into the world
of light out there.
Who could ask me to go through this?
Who had the right to deprive me of the
sight of my children at Christmas time?
The image that often haunted me
during the early days of my blindness
came back to me with such force.
I was in a little coal truck in a mineshaft,
being trundled deeper and deeper
into the mine.
Were we just out of control?
Was there nobody in a position to stop it?
Would it just go on and on?
I had to get out, I had to jump out,
I had to run back.
But, no,
it remorselessly carried me in deeper
and deeper and deeper.
I think this idea of you
going away into another world
where I couldn't be was...
That was awful, that was...
Shall I scratch my eyes out?
Shall I come with you into this world?
I somehow feel
that if I were to accept this thing
if I were to enter into acquiescence,
then I would die...
because it would be as if my ability
to resist,
my will to resist, were broken.
On the other hand,
because what one is refusing to accept
is a fact.
And now what I have to face is
the thought that there is no escape.
The thought that I shall now just go on
with another 20,
30 or even more years of this.
One fights back by adopting tiny techniques.
Familiarity, predictability,
the same objects,
the same little movements of the hand.
One has to establish
some kind of environment,
a study, a room, a route, a passage,
over which one can establish
some kind of territory.
I am not particularly conscious
of being blind while I'm at work.
When I'm at work, all my students
have to come into my world
of ideas and concepts and language.
OK, let's start with the very
oldest or most ancient of these.
That's the very first conflict, faith.
The essence of the thing is planning,
initiatives, and active participation.
The moment
I sink into passivity and irrelevance...
then I'm done for.
Tomorrow it'll be reasonably sunny,
reasonably cold, reasonably hot,
reasonably everything.
In fact, I don't know at all!
And that is the end of the news.
Dong! Dong! Dong!
A note on the experience
of hearing rain falling.
This evening, I came out the front door
of the house and it was raining.
I stood for a few minutes,
lost in the beauty of it.
Rain brings out the contours
of what's around you...
in that it introduces a blanket
of differentiated and specialised sound...
which fills the whole
of the audible environment.
If only there could be something
equivalent to rain falling inside.
Then the whole of a room would take on
shape and dimension...
instead of being isolated, cut off,
pre-occupied internally.
You're presented with a world.
You are related to a world.
You are addressed by a world.
Why should this experience
strike one as being beautiful?
Cognition is beautiful.
It is beautiful to know.
Well, I must thank you again
for your tape,
from all of you.
From you, Thomas, and Lizzie,
and Imogen, too.
How are you getting along?
We'd love to see you sometime.
We don't realise how the time passes.
Anyhow, thank you again.
I hope you'll have the time
to come out here to see us.
Hello, Grandpa and Grandma,
I hope you're fine,
cos we're having a wonderful time here.
Do send love to all the other relatives
in Australia.
Now, it's time for the morning concert.
# Sparkle, evening star, I see you there
# High above our land, you sit and stare
# Star bright
# Gleaming white
# I wonder if you hear my song tonight. #
Beautiful.
That was good, Immy, worked quite well.
I've got one of them!
Beautiful.
That was good, Immy, worked quite well.
Well, Mum and Dad,
I hope you enjoy that as an authentic
bit of children's production!
we will not be able to come to Australia...
because I do feel that the lack of
mobility and of activity
would be difficult for me to put up with.
I'm sure you'll understand that.
Mummy!
Well, I must stop now
and get this off to you.
Lots of love to all of you, from all
of us. Bye now.
Read on.
"The grass and the plants
"and it was..."
What does that little sign mean?
Do it again on my hand.
It's going...
with a...
Like this?
Yeah.
It's a comma.
- What does that mean?
- A pause.
- Oh.
- Where does it have it?
One night, putting Thomas to bed,
I had a long
and detailed discussion with him
about my blindness.
"Will you always be blind?" he said.
"Yes, always."
"Couldn't the doctors stop it?"
"The doctors tried."
how it sometimes tears and comes
off from the back of the eye.
"What did they say?"
"Well, they just said, "Sorry, Mr Hull,
we can't do any more for you.""
"Why doesn't God help you?"
"God does help me,
"in lots of ways."
"How?"
"Well, he makes me strong
and gives me courage."
"But he doesn't help you to get
your eyes back?"
Our, Father
Who art in heaven
Hallowed be Thy name
Your kingdom come
Thy will be done
On earth as it is in heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread.
Yes, there have been times
when I have been angry with God.
Unreasonably so, I suppose.
Sometimes one's emotions spill over.
But I don't regard faith as a sort of a...
a shield against the ordinary ups
Why shouldn't it happen to me?
So now at last we've come to this...
great problem, this question.
The problem of mutual understanding.
How can blind and sighted people
truly understand each other?
How can men understand women?
How can the rich understand the poor?
How can the old understand the young?
Can we have insight into other people?
This is the great question upon which
the unity of our humanity hangs.
The last two days have been
particularly peaceful and happy.
Two long days with Marilyn
and it was one of the best times
I've had playing with the children.
Up a tree!
Yes, Thomas, wow!
Don't go falling off, will you?
My health is very much
better than it was at Christmas time.
Perhaps blindness won't cut me off,
after all.
Was I going to live in reality
or live in nostalgia?
Over a period of weeks, months maybe,
I would not live in nostalgia,
but would live in reality.
Wow! Look at this.
It's a really long drop.
Yeah.
What's that bit in the middle? Is that...
- Are you all right, darling?
- Yeah.
me as a blind person.
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