Sommer in Orange Page #6

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I had a long conversation

with Prem last night

He's great.

So energetic, so ....

full of power.

And he immediately understood our situation.

Totally clearly.

We're stuck.

Are we going to move again?

Come here.

You know, I've been

searching for years,

and I'm just not getting anywhere.

But thanks to Prem,

I know what I need now,

and who I am and where I have to go.

I'll go to Oregon with Prem.

Bhagwan wants me

to help build the new commune.

I've been waiting for this my whole life.

I just didn't know it.

And us?

You two are going to Medina.

The children's commune in England.

You won't have to fit in there,

No-one will give you a hard

time about your clothes

and you won't have any

more problems at school,

and when Oregon is established,

I'll bring you over.

What?

Lili, it's great.

Bhagwan says, that its better

if children grow up without their parents.

They fill them with information,

that later creates blocks.

And that's true.

And then you can grow up without this rubbish.

You will be free.

You want to get rid of us, push us away,

so you can finally do what you want.

Thats how it is, isn't it?

No Lili....

I wish you had never had us.

Oh Fabi.

Yes. Lili.

Where are you going?

I'm hitching to Hamburg to my dad's!

Lili, child!

Come on, get in.

Lili! Hey.

Come on, don't cry.

My mother wants to get rid of us.

We have to go to boarding school,

to the sannyas school in England.

And she'll go to America with this

therapist wanker.

She wants to build

the new Rajneeshpuram.

The what?

The new sannyas city.

Yes and you?

We have to go way. To England.

So she can have her peace and quiet.

But maybe she doesn't mean it like that.

She is still your mother.

No, she isn't a mother.

It's about Lili.

I told her about Oregon

and now she's gone.

Lili hurts me,

and I hurt her.

Like with me and my mother.

I want to go to Oregon with you.

To start fresh, build the ashram

and to be near Bhagwan.

But the kids in England...

that breaks my heart....

We all have to make sacrifices.

You'll grow from this.

Your children too.

Okay Amrito.

I'm going to work with you now.

This is not about Lili, there's

something stuck, deeper inside you.

It's about you and your mother.

Okay, stop it.

Stand up!

Amrito,

this won't be easy for you,

but we must get through the pain.

Okay? Okay?

Okay.

Good.

I am now your mother.

Look at me.

I am your mother,

and do you know what I am feeling for you?

I feel nothing. Nothing.

I have no love for you.

I don't feel myself,

and I don't feel you.

You are my daughter,

but I feel nothing.

Look at me Amrito.

Yes, you are my daughter,

but I don't love you!

Hey, I don't love you.

I am cold,

my heart is totally cold and empty.

Come on move! Defend yourself!

Come on! Move!

You stupid little girl!

Fight! What's the matter with you?

I am an unwanted child!

That's right, I don't want you!

I don't love you!

That's good.

Show us your feelings, come on!

Show us how you feel in this moment.

Why don't you scream!

Scream your anger out!

Move!

Just like that! Yes!

We can't hear you!

I hate you! I hate you!

You are my mother!

Yes, that's right!

Exactly!

Like that, great!

Let it out! Come on!

Go into the feeling, go in!

Maxi should clean his gear away

when he comes home!

What's she doing here?

She's got no place here.

You get lost!

Pull yourself together Ernst!

Why should I pull myself together?

Now it begins!

Get lost, I said!

No. I'm not going back.

Hey, accept yourself

I hate my mother, I hate them all.

Lili, your mother doesn't mean it like that...

Yes, she means it!

I'm never going back.

I want to stay with you!

Of course. Anything else?

I'm not going home. I don't want to!

They are all criminals!

What?

Criminals? What do you mean?

Leave the poor girl alone!

No, no, no!

Tell me criminal, how?

Drugs or what?

Yes, drugs.

Hashish, mushrooms, marijuana-

they smoke everything! And...

And what?

And stealing!

All the wood for the

Buddha Hall is stolen.

Just like I told you.

Nothing but antisocial and criminals!

Now...

Yes, criminals!

And terrorist symphathisers.

They throw stones at the police.

What? Did you say terrorists?

Terrorists?

Mm.

Now, first get her something to eat.

Now, look here.

Thank you!

What's up?

Lili!

Better stay here, Lili!

We're peaceful!

We're innocent!

Let's go!

I'm an American citizen!

Darling!

Lili! Lili!

Leave me alone.

You pigs!

Let me go!

Sh*t, you can't do this.

Let the boy go!

Mama!

Get going.

So now! Here we have it!

What have we got?

This is an air rifle!

But the tendency is clear!

Look, what I've found!

Like I told you:
drugs!

Yes, what! Come on. Look more.

There'll be more for sure.

Ah bloody hell! Brennesel.

Keep going.

I knew it straight away,

and now they're going to get it.

Ah!

Ah!

Oh, now I'm locked out.

Nothing.

She's not here.

Don't worry about Lili,

she'll have found herself

a little place somewhere.

What's up?

Come on!

Hm.

Here I am.

Holy sh*t!

Lili, what are you doing here all alone?

Have you got problems?

I ..you know...

At our house everything is

just wrong and..

and I don't know anymore,

what I should do and...

when sorrow comes, watch!

When joy comes, watch.

But don't identify with

either the joy or the suffering.

However big your sorrow is:

Let it go

Don't look at hell.

Don't identify with hell.

Just be yourself.

I don't now? well...

and when you've managed this,

then you're practically...

Enlightened!

What shall I do now,

or what shall I do next?

Are you asking me the way?

Exactly.

I have to tell you honestly,

no idea!

Yes, no idea!

I don't know, no idea!

Mama!

I love you so much!

Not even one day!

I mean, sh*t

Come on! We're leaving.

We're flying to Oregon.

Pack your things.

I still don't understand!

What did they want here?

Why was the house searched?

What did we do?

The mayor just doesn't like us.

That gives him the right to lock us up

and make a mess in our home?

What's going on?

What were they looking for?

I don't understand.

All the record covers are cut up.

Are they crazy? Do you understand?

I'm to blame.

I betrayed you.

What?.

What did you betray, sweetie?

That you take drugs and steal

and throw stones at the police.

Who did you tell?

The mayor.

Say, are you nuts?

Do you know, what they did to us?

They handcuffed us !

They stuck us into a prison cell.

They searched high and low for drugs.

Man, Lili, I had a finger in my arse.

Gopal!

I'm sorry!

F***, Lili....

Because of you I've got a report.

Yes, me too.

People!

I didn't want that.

Sweetie.

Its okay.

Everyone, I'm sorry.

No, I'm sorry,

with all my heart. But...

I was so pissed off with all of you.

I wanted to be part of the village

and you behaved like you

are alone on the world.

I was so ashamed of you,

that I forgot who I am.

Now, I know it again.

And why did they cut my album covers up?

Hello?

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