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I did get out. I quit.

I just didn't want to do it.

You know, my morals kicked in.

And then somebody called me back

with a decent budget.

And we could probably

get you in a contract.

I jumped on it.

I should have got out.

That's what I regret.

I didn't make that move.

Far as anything else, I miss

the travels and the people.

Behind the scenes, the crew.

You know, I met some really

interesting people that

opened my eyes.

There is good people

in the industry.

There is a lot

of good people.

But you can't talk, you know?

You go against

the grain, you're out.

That was their income.

Like anybody else, we're

all making a living.

But being able to stand up

against that,

The first one in history

to stand up against...

I think to go so hardcore

against the industry,

To show that they had some

things that were wrong

and then address it...

I don't regret that.

Because you can't save

everybody, but I can try.

They're not gonna like it,

but I'll keep trying.

In california, there is

a push right now,

Primarily from one organization,

To try and force performers

to wear condoms

Amongst other safety gear,

at all times.

And the truth of the matter is

There are negative

effects of condoms.

But we're not allowed

to talk about them

Because it's so difficult

to get people to use them

in the first place.

You can imagine that's not

a very popular topic.

The truth of the matter is

when people use condoms,

As compared

to not using condoms,

It's been tested with people

within the same partner,

That condom use does

increase the presence

Of three different types

of bacteria, at least,

in the vagina,

And also causes erythema,

or a reddening in the vulva,

Which is consistent

with more tearing.

So if the performers

are testing,

And they know

that they're clean,

By using condoms,

they're probably

Increasing their risk

of bacterial infection.

So they actually have a really

good ground to argue against

The use of condoms,

especially in the context,

In the way that

they're using them.

Because there is some associated

increased risk with it.

However, you can

imagine the knee-jerk

To that kind of response.

Especially, you know, I work

with a lot of hiv researchers.

We do not want

to have this conversation.

Just because it's so difficult

to get people who aren't being

tested like the performers are

To use condoms

in the first place.

We would hate

to discourage their use

Amongst those type of folks.

But I think amongst performers,

It's probably very reasonable

to let them make that decision.

This painting is the quickest

painting I've ever done.

My boyfriend and I were--

You know how you get in

little spats, little fights?

We were fighting

and I went to bed,

And I couldn't sleep.

I was furious with him.

And I got up, it was

three o'clock in the morning,

And I came down and I grabbed

my biggest canvas that I had,

And just let it all out.

That's how most

of my paintings go.

You know, I don't have any

training, it's just what I feel.

So, this one

is called "mad love."

And it's actually

one of my favorites.

Grr. Arf. Arf.

Give it up.

I'm originally from

rockford, illinois.

And there are two things

that came out of rockford

that are famous.

Cheap trick, and ginger lynn.

Porn, it had gone from

the place where

You sat in a theater

in your raincoat and jerked off

To you bought a vcr, and you

got a ginger lynn movie.

I was one of the first girls

That didn't look like

I did what I did.

I became

so well known so quickly.

A lot of mainstream actors

knew who I was.

They were as excited to meet me

as I was to meet them.

I was, you know,

their first porn.

- In the '80s when it was cool to be a porn star...

-yeah.

...And celebrities

wanted to meet you,

I went to lunch

with my attorney,

And milton berle...

I'm 21 years old,

I'm sitting in

this old hollywood,

Dark wood,

red leather seat restaurant,

And I'm in between

my attorney and milton berle,

And milton berle unzips his

pants and whips his dick out.

Just whips it right out

in the restaurant

Right in front of me.

And I'm trying

to maintain eye contact,

But it's very difficult.

I kept looking down at it.

He never tried anything,

didn't try to touch me,

Didn't play with it,

he just whipped it out

And let it hang the whole

dinner-- the whole lunch.

are the stories true?

Oh, it's huge! It's huge!

He would give john holmes

a run for the money.

Big, huge, honkin' dick.

I started my adult film career

December 9th, 1983.

I turned 21 five days later

on December 14th.

I filmed until

February 11th 1986.

But the thing I remember

about that last day--

It was a couple weeks

before I quit,

I woke up,

And most days I would

wake up and go,

"yes! I'm going to have

sex with this person today!

"I'm gonna f*** that person,

eat this p*ssy,"

And I would be so excited.

I woke up this

one particular morning

And I said to myself,

I don't want to f*** today.

I'm done."

So, I was under contract

with vivid video at the time.

I went into vivid and said,

you know,

I talked to the owner and said,

"my head's not in the right

place and I can't do this."

He said, "cool, I understand.

"is there any way

that you could finish

"your last two

films under contract?"

And I said yes.

And February 11th,

I came home,

And my boyfriend

had taken our bathtub

And filled it with gallons

and gallons and gallons of milk

And white rose petals.

And I had a cleansing bath that

I was done with the business.

And there was something

really romantic about that.

It was like,

it really was a cleansing.

And not that there's anything

bad about what I did,

But I was moving on

to another phase of my life.

When I quit, I didn't think

about the big picture.

What am I gonna do next?

I owned a house

in beverly hills.

I had a mortgage to pay.

I guess I would say yes,

I did always want to be in

the entertainment business

Without really realizing it.

And I am now.

So I broke into

the mainstream arena.

I worked on dozens of films.

I've got a new film coming out

called "lost souls."

-Oh, wow.

-Should be out for Halloween.

Another film.

I have a very small role in

the coen brothers new film

"the big lebowski."

-What else?

-Oh, wow.

"wing commander:
Prophecy"

with mark hamill

will be out for christmas.

And "god's lonely man"

with justine bateman

will be out soon.

Wow!

This is gonna sound awful.

I was having really shitty sex.

I couldn't find a lover

that could satisfy me

To save my life for years.

I just wanted

to get f***ed good.

I just really wanted--

I wanted to have sex with girls.

I wanted to get f***ed by boys.

I wanted to--

I wanted good sex.

So I went to vivid,

I went to wicked,

And I went to vca,

and made exorbitant requests.

Making a comeback,

this is what I want.

Get all three of the companies,

made me an offer,

And I decided

to go with vca.

And there's a film I did

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