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called "taken."

The director was veronica hart.

She came to me and she said,

"ginger, you know, I just don't

think this is gonna happen.

"and I think you're the only

actress that can pull this off.

"I want to make it into a porn,

And I want you

to be the star in it."

I won best actress for

that film that year.

And it's the only

best actress award I've won

that I thought I deserved.

I'd become an actress.

A lot of people

that get into porn,

There is no life after porn.

They don't know

what to do with themselves.

And if you're known as

a sex object your whole life

And sex is all you know,

Where do you go?

How do you apply for a job?

You know, I've been f***ing

on film for the last 30 years?

And it's important that you

think about your future.

You think about what's

going to happen afterwards.

I've been really lucky with--

You know,

I started three web sites

As well as doing my paintings

And everything,

I have my auction site.

Ginger lynn auctions dot com,

ginger lynn dot com,

And my art site, which is

ginger lynn art dot com.

So I've always got a lot

of different eggs in the basket

And things to fall back on.

'cause it scares me.

You know, I don't want to be 60

And have nothing to show

what I've worked for.

I did a half-a-dozen films

in, like, 2005.

I wouldn't recommend anybody

get into the business today.

I just wouldn't.

It's changed so much.

I had been cast on a film,

And there was somebody else

doing a scene before me,

Very famous, very well known

actress in the business,

Good friend of mine.

And she was

sitting on the sofa,

And there was her costar

on the other end of the sofa.

This is before filming.

I used to get in trouble

on every single set.

Once my makeup was done,

I'm on you.

I'd be sucking your dick,

I'd be kissing you, you know,

And then have to redo my makeup.

I'd get in trouble all the time

because I wanted to be there.

These two people sat

on opposite ends of the sofa

on their phones.

And then they called, you know,

"we're ready for you on set,"

and they just went and f***ed.

There was no connection,

no nothing.

Sex is such

an intimate thing, for me,

That I have to like you

to f*** you.

I have to want

to be with you.

I want that buildup,

that anticipation,

That "I can't wait."

you know?

If you're in an industry

that's that intimate,

You need to love

what you're doing.

I always have said

If you call me a whore,

I'll, like, want to punch you.

You can call me

a slut all day long.

I like to f***, and I've

f***ed a lot of people.

But I've never been a whore.

And if I worked at mcdonald's

and didn't like it,

I'd be a whore.

It doesn't necessarily

have to do with sex.

Doing something

you don't want to for money

is a whore in my opinion.

A lot of the women

in the adult film industry

Completely separate their porn

lives from their personal lives.

They don't mix,

they have different names.

And they turn their porn star

on and off as needed.

What I've chosen to do--

I don't know if I chose it

or it just happened--

Is I brought ginger--

ginger lynn allen-- to the set.

Everything that you see me

do on film is me.

My energy, my bubbles,

my enthusiasm.

That's who I am. There is no

ginger lynn and ginger allen.

They're the same person.

I have porn star tourette's.

I say things I shouldn't say

when I shouldn't say them.

I own every choice

that I've ever made.

I'm not ashamed

of anything I've done.

I have lived

an amazing life.

I have absolutely no regrets.

And I like ginger lynn.

And I like ginger allen.

Because they're the same person.

Um, I got in because I wanted

to try something new.

'cause, you know, I'm just,

like, a college student.

Going to classes, working.

That whole, like, life,

trying to barely live.

And so I was like,

"yeah, I'm gonna do porn.

"I like sex.

Why not? F*** it."

So I got into it,

And like, I really

love it so far.

I'm still in school, you know.

My major is business,

So once I graduate I'm gonna

go into real estate.

So if I'm still doing porn then,

like, yeah, whatever, side job.

But like, you know.

That's what I'm, like,

going in for right now.

I'm johnnie keyes, man.

Who are you?

are we in heaven?

Baby, you're in the back seat

of a cadillac brougham.

That's as close to heaven

as you're gonna get.

the most happiest

I am on this planet:

Hugging my son or granddaughter,

singing jazz,

And getting all

the p*ssy I can get.

That's it.

I was raised

during the '40s and '50s

When this country

was a different place,

When the italians

used to call me a "jig,"

Which is

the guy dancing, right?

I was raised in the ghetto,

where poor people was, right?

You know. Catholic school,

all that.

But I always

wanted to be a singer.

a-one, two,

a-one, two, three, four

I was always singing on

the corner with my boys,

You know, doing copies

of all the hit music,

Little richard

and all those guys.

I'm the only

other one you see

gotta give it a chance

to rock her world tonight

ow-woo!

I was a happy teenager except

when I was at home, all right.

When I turned 16 years old,

I packed my sh*t and I left,

To get out of that situation.

My dad was alcoholic. He used

to beat women and beat me,

And I had to get out of that.

Hmm.

and...

And it's like,

this motherf***er, my dad,

He f***ing didn't

know what love was.

He didn't know

about that, you know?

And I can't blame him

'cause how he was raised.

He was raised during slavery.

I can understand that.

But I couldn't understand

how could he beat his boy?

How could he beat

his f***ing son?

And I said, "I gotta go.

I gotta get out of here,"

So I left home.

Geez, can I get

a napkin? F***.

You know, every time I talk

about that, it fucks me up.

I had to leave. I got out.

So, I joined the army,

And I became

the boxing champion,

The lightweight

champion of the world.

The United States army

sent me to 37 countries.

And all I did was

kick ass and take names

'cause I had a lot of anger.

And so when I would get in

the ring with another opponent,

He had no chance.

When I got

into the "green door."

I got in

the "green door" like

I stumbled over it

backwards falling, right?

"the green door,"

when I did that movie.

Now, when the people came

to me with the "green door,"

So we went down there. It was

the mitchell brothers theatre

Who produced the "green door."

I went down there, I did

the audition and everything.

And then when they came

back to me, they said,

"well, listen man,

we're making an erotic film."

I went, "what do you

mean, erotic?"

"a f*** movie."

I go, "oh, yeah. Okay, cool."

Jim mitchell, art mitchell,

they're upstairs,

Over at the o'farrell theatre.

They go, "johnnie,

"you're gonna be

the man behind the door,

And you're gonna

have a sex scene

with marilyn chambers."

So, I go, "okay. All right."

So, they bring me

out at the end.

She's 20 years old,

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