Notes from Underground Page #3

and vetoes in taxi to house.

I took a taxi, but I did not go to house.

This is, I thought.

Finally the real life. Conflicts! Emotions!

will be put of knees, will implore my friendship.

Soon I thought:
no, they will not do it, so I will have

that to divide the face to him for Zerkov.

it was my to have to beat to him!

he/she had to do it!

Would not have to say words before,

to explain to him so that its attitude was victim to me?

No, knew that it would not work. he/she had to attack

to Zerkov immediately, to strike to him!

He/she had to do damage to him!

imagined prisoner to Me,

judged, condemned, jailed during twenty years.

When coming out I am going to visit Zerkov.

happily is married. It has a daughter and a son.

I say to Him that there am lost everything by its cause,

but that, even so, I pardon to him.

Still memory, point by point,

my elaborated vision of suffering and .redemption

while it traveled drunk in that taxi.

Ten with twenty.

has Here, ten.

- They are 1 0 with 20. - Yes.

- a dollar Takes. - I will give the change Him.

- Stay. - Thanks.

Need to speak with Zerkov.

And you are?

I am a friend his.

- Is friend of Zerkov? - And of the others also.

Of Tom, Jerry. Is here?

At this moment very is occupied.

Too much behind schedule.

Never is too much behind schedule.

I will do the tariff to Him of group,

since he is friend of Zerkov.

he/she wanted to slap to him, to fight with him, to squash to him!

But was not available

and everything

everything disappeared.

God mine!

This is wonderful.

What stupid I have been! We did not need to fight! Enjoy!

Well saying, that one is the spirit.

I can

to lay down to me with anyone of those women?

Yes. With anyone of them.

How much costs?

the minimum tariff is 1 00 dollars.

Accept cards.

She.

Liza.

Its credit card, please.

She attracted to me immediately.

specially I liked

that did not smile.

pleased to Me that it found me repulsive.

he/she married with my mood.

the images followed one another in my brain,

despoliation of my degradation.

they sprouted in me misfortune and resentment.

he/she wanted to be able, domination.

had not found to Zerkov,

but had found a new objective.

From where you are?

Of Minnesota.

you take long time here?

In the city?

No. In this site.

Two weeks.

To you what matters to you?

does not matter to me. It gives pain me.

Pain of whom?

Pain of you.

watch over.

That caused to me.

I was being very amiable with her.

Affluent you think that works?

I do not think anything.

That is the bad thing, that you do not think.

If you did it you would return crazy.

to work in this cavern of death!

You can practice '' safe sex '', clear.

But you can do it two, three thousand times?

You are completely safe that there will be no an error?

That will not break condom?

In addition, are many possibilities that you finish hung.

- non volume drugs. - That Can now no.

But hopes to haberte open of legs for 2,000 uncles.

Devils, if I saw myself swimming in a lake of semen rancid

would be attempted to take them.

Gives You equal to be alive or dead?

you would have to begin to think before it is behind schedule.

You are young, handsome.

You could love, to marry, to be happy.

all those that are married is not happy.

No, but is better than to work here. Infinitely better.

look at me , laid down here with you.

I am worse than you.

we end up screw and we have not opened the mouth in all along.

Is now when we are doing it.

Is degrading that I can arrive here drunk

and to resort to a credit card stops

to throw me to a stranger.

Is repugnant!

- Is shameful! - Yes!

She really interested to me.

tired and was irritated.

He/she had to avoid to fall

in the sentimentality.

How you arrived here?

I do not know it.

You would not like to return to your house?

No

Surely that your house was worse than this.

So that if it would not love a girl like you to come here?

A girl like I?

you do not belong to this place. It is obvious that he is not worthy of you.

Can that showed manipulator to me,

but also was sincere.

I also come from badly a home. Or rather I grew without him.

perhaps for that reason I am so insensible.

you are not insensible.

Thanks, but

yes that I am it.

grow without affection, father nor mother.

Can that for that reason thinks

as much in the love.

all the married ones is not happy,

but the marriage is something more than said.

Surely that you will discover it

if you marry to you sometimes.

If it is that you marry to you.

see you puts patient here to me.

You are young and attractive, but

you will become old, or worry something and will be dead in a year.

Now you are young, but it leaves says you that when waking up,

after having screw, I have felt ill.

To be here with you!

the love, Liza.

the love is it everything.

you are throwing It everything by the hut: health,

beauty

and hope.

Within two years will seem that you have 40

if still you are alive.

Liza.

had obtained my intention.

had put legs above its feelings.

By spite.

Era an authentic emotion.

and entered the panic to me

Liza, affection, Liza.

God mine, Liza, pardon me.

I have been unjust.

Toma.

Is my direction.

I want that you leave this

and you come with me.

I will go .

Well.

I leave.

- Good bye. - Good bye.

was astonished by my sentimentality towards Liza.

So that it had given my direction him?

And if one appeared? What would do then?

What had done?

Good, that it comes.

What can do to me? Is not more than one prostitute .

I will laugh myself in its face, I will throw it.

But had a more pressing problem.

He/she had to save the type with Zerkov, Simon and the others.

That was crucial and required rapidity and decision.

What pleasant surprise. Here you are: to your radiating hour and.

Yes, good morning.

I have a favor that to request to him, Anthony.

Yes?

Could lend 1 to me 00 $? Or better 1 50

that is 1 60.

Is very important.

Is something personal that turns out to me very embarrassing to explain.

- I will give back them when it receives. - Clear. Account with it.

Thanks.

but promise me that you will not forget this time, like the previous one.

No, no. There were circumstances

extenuating. I do not know if it understands what I mean.

What I say is that nothing of extenuating circumstances, is worth?

Sure would lack more, of no way

Limit to give back the 1 to me 60 dollars

the next Thursday.

I will pay the 1 60 next Thursdays to Him.

- Without the smaller doubt. - Very well. Dame my checkbook.

In fact, would prefer it in cash.

Then will be necessary to hope until lunch time.

- Cannot go now to the teller? - No. I do not have time.

Is well, a check will be worth.

Good morning.

Could put it to name of one third person?

Normally would not request something thus, but it is important.

No, hopes.

Send to my name. I will enter it and do one of my account.

You have been decided already?

Send to my name as it were going to do. It will be worth perfectly.

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